When I get home I put my phone on the table and do my chores...
BIGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE.
***
As I clean the bathroom I see my wrist... the cuts... the memories just start floating in.
The foster parents
The fake friends
The endless bullying
The drugs
The lies
The cutting
I cut to take away from the pain of what's going on. It distracts me from everything. I'm not saying it's a good thing it's just my only option sometimes and right now? right now I need the memories to stop and so I add one more and I'm not proud of this. That I've come to this? Some girls talk about stuff like this and I know there lying because if your really so depressed and cutting you don't tell people you hide it out of fear. You don't broadcast it. I just wanna scream at them because they will never understand!
And then I hear the door open but I keep cleaning Ie done nothing wrong do I'm not scared.
"Beatrice" or maybe I have
I walk threw the narrow hallway and into the kitchen and then I see what he is holding.
My cellphone.
"You told?" he looks furious
"No I um no-"
He grabs my neck and forces me agents the wall "You little liar..."
I'm truly scared because unlike sometimes when he hurts me he actually has a resin to... he has two resins.
I shudder
And let the pain go threw me... wow two nights in a row I'm never gonna survive here at this rate. Then agin I rather be dead then here. I have simply nothing to live for.
***
I'm bleeding I think as I stand in the door.
And I don't I know where I'm going but I hope it's gonna be a long walk.
Maybe I'll bleed to death.
I'm maybe a block away from my house when the tears start to come. I whip my face over and over agin but they never seam to stop coming.
And so I give up and just lay on the side walk. The stars are pretty. The side walk a nice and cold now if- my thoughts are intrputed by a voice.
"Tris?"
I look up it's four "Hey.. what are you doing here?"
"I was running- what the hell are you doing tris?"
"dyeing"
He picks me up "I'm taking you to the hospital
"No!" I scream "no no you can't do that please."
"Then u need to tell me what the hell is going on..." he says
"I will I will just please no hospital" I say "let me lay here"
I feel darkness start to over take my body and then it's gone.
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Broken - A divergent story
FanficWhat happens when you put Beatrice and the gang into modern day? Tris is breaking more and more what will happen when she is broken beyond repair?
