Unwanted

*Chapter 3* How Could You?

The next day I was in the back yard reading when I smelt something. It was a wolf. I sprang up and growled. Cam walked out of the woods with nice fitting jeans and a t-shirt on. He put his hands up in surrender.  He had a cute look on his face. I calmed and sat back down. I picked my book up and went back to what I was doing. He pulled a chair over and sat next to me.

“What are you doing?” he asked.

“Reading” I said. I was trying to ignore him.

“What book?”

“Can’t you read?”

“Yes.”

I turned to glare at him. “Then use your eyes and read the cover.” He took the book from my hands. “Hey!”

“Hmmm, ‘The Secret Wolf.’” He looked at me with a brow raised.

I snatched my book back. “It’s a romance.” I searched for my spot.

“So you do like romance.”

I sighed and looked at him. “What do you want?”

“I want you.” He said it simply and factly. “Why don’t you want me? I’m your mate, you should want me.” He looked at me with bright green eyes. Wait green? I dropped my book and grabbed his face. I stared in his eyes and they for sure we green. “What are you doing?” He was looking at me like I was nuts. Which I could understand, I mean it was a little odd to grab someone’s face, just to stare in their eyes.

“Your eyes change color.” 

“Yeah.”

“I didn’t know that.”

“Do you like them?” Did I? Honestly… I did. I nodded my head. “Maybe you should just stare at them so you can see them change.” A smile lifted my lips.

“Is that some trick so I might come too actually like you?”

“No. You already like me, you just can’t admit it.” He sure was cocky. But I guess you to think well of yourself if you’re an alpha.

While I was thinking to myself Cam leaned forward and kissed me. I was momentarily surprised, but as soon as I felt his heat I melted. I kissed him back. The hands that had before just gently held his face grabbed onto him and pulled him closer.

Cam lowly growled and he kissed me harder. The kiss became animalistic, and rough. It was wonderful. Cam had warm lips, and moved exactly right. Cam grabbed my hips and was lightly tugging me out of my chair. In a swift motion I jumped from my chair and sat on him in his chair. We kept kissing needing more of the other. I had never felt such a desperate need for anything. And I’m serious. I almost drowned and I didn’t even need oxygen as much as I needed Cam right then. I moaned when Cam slipped his fingers under the edge of my pants.

My wolf went nuts and a growl came from me. Cam brought his hand to my hair and grabbed a handful. He pulled my head back and it kind of hurt. I growled at him. “Submit” he growled. I snarled at him. I would never submit. No man would ever dominate me. Cam’s eyes turned black just like how I was sure mine already were. He pulled my hair tighter and that got a yelp from me. “Submit” he snarled. I growled and barred my teeth at him. Cam pulled my head back, he now had full access to my neck. He licked up and down my neck. I tensed when I realized what he was about to do. He was about to bite me.

I yipped like a little puppy. I didn’t want this. I didn’t want a mate. Cam squeezed my hair harder and then without any pause he bit into the side of my neck. I howled as I wanted to get away and I wanted to get closer to him at the same time.

Suddenly I was being yanked back. Cam’s teeth were tore from my neck. Not the most pleasant feeling. I was breathing hard and the pure desire that was coming from Cam was turning me on. He was breathing hard too, and I could tell he had gotten a little excited. I felt the blood running down my neck. I brought my hand up and then looked at it. It was covered in my blood. I glared at Cam furious.

“You egotist, putrid bastard” I shouted. “Who said you could bite me?” I was fuming mad. He had no right to mark me. I never said I would be with him. Cam looked at me with uncaring eyes. He seemed preoccupied with something else. I growled as I figured out what it was. Now that he marked me, our hormones were rushing faster. We would eventually have to have sex or we would die.

I started to struggle against the arms that held me. I was going to kill him. “Stop Kasha. What’s done is done. You’re marked.” I slumped at my father’s words. He set me down and I stood there staring furiously at the ground.

“Kasha?” Cam said in a sad voice.

“Go away” I said in a deathly voice. “I don’t want you. Leave me alone.” Tears prickled my eyes. “Just leave me alone.” I flew past him and went to my room. I flopped on my bed and am regretful to say I cried.

The only reason I didn’t want a mate was because they would control me and that was exactly was Cam was doing. For a minute I thought he understood that, but I guess I was wrong. And now I’m going to die. Thanks a lot Cam. I sobbed into my pillow for a while, and once I was done my mom and dad tried to talk with me but I just shut them out. I didn’t want to hear anything they had to say. They were just going to defend Cam anyways.

That night I was staring at my wall when I had an idea. Instead of waiting to die here, I could go off and experience a week of bliss. That was how long I had before the pain started. Then I would have another week of pain, and by the end of that second week my body would start to shut down. Eventually I wouldn’t be able to move and then…my heart would stop.

I decided that was what I would do. Instead of listening to my parents nag at me, I would go and experience what I never got to. Quickly as I could I packed the essentials in a bag and quickly wrote out a note saying I was sorry to my parents and explaining where I was going. Then I wrote out a quick bucket list. I jumped out my window, landed easily on my feet, and then took off. I stripped off my clothes, shoved them in my bag and then swung the bag over my shoulder. I shifted and the strap of the bag fit tightly around my body. I pushed through my breathlessness and took off. I ran as fast I could and got out away from this nightmare.

I ran all night and all of the next morning. I was in the next state and at least far enough to rest. I knew I was in another packs territory, there scent was everywhere. I found a big tree and took a nap under it. My body was thankful for the rest.