Breathe

»Chapter two«

🍃Mackenzie Ziegler🍃

Day 2 of just sitting here in my office trying to write. Last night I did take it home to write a little at my house but I couldn't focus. All I could think about was how I talked to a boy ok not really talked but kinda did. I don't know why i trusted a boy to be so close to me. I felt like he wasn't going to hurt me. Anyways, I been sitting for three hours now trying to focus. I gotten one of the verse down.

Take a look around you here right now you remember this time
Cause you only got the moment to own it while you're alive
Taking it all in one blink at a time
Just let it be and you will see everything will align

That's all I gotten so far. It's close I guess. What if I just repeat the same words over you know like how they repeat 'thunder' over and over in the song 'thunder' by imagine dragons.

That's just stupid. I don't even know how that's a good song anyways. They just repeat everything over and over. Okay kenz, stop ranting about the song. I look at my laptop to see a Skype call from maddie. She away right now shooting a movie so I don't get to see her. I hit answer and her face popped up.

"Mackenzie baby z!" She yelled. I waved and smiled.

"Hi Maddie" I said. She was on set I can see it in the background.

"How your song going baby z" she asked. I rolled my eyes at my nickname and about the song part.

"Sucks" I said resting my head in the palm of my hand, having my elbow sit on the desk.

"I can't think of anything" I glanced at the page seeing it's not even a quarter of the way done.

"You will do it I know you can, just breathe" she said. I nodded looking at the computer screen.

"I miss you" I said looking at my sister.

"I miss you too but I have news" she stated happily. I jumped up so I was sitting straight up.

"Really what is it" I asked.

"I- can't-love you" she was breaking up to the point where I only caught certain words. The screen froze me being me trying to fix it. It was to late the screen went black and it flashed 'your call has ended'. On the screen. I got mad and slammed my laptop shut groaning I was so close to knowing what she was saying. Someone knock on my door. I looked up seeing Johnny. I waved to him. Why am I being so nice to a boy I don't even know?

"Hey mackz how is it going" he asked. I waved him over. He grab the page and started reading.

"Mackz this is amazing" he stated. I grab my notebook back to write.

'thank you I been working on it. I know it sucks right now"

I gave him the paper. He slammed the notebook down making me jump.

"It doesn't suck. In fact it's amazing for only working on it for a day" he said. I calm my nerves down a bit. I don't need to have an anxiety attack right now.

"I was thinking instead of writing on a notebook why don't you give me your number it will be easier" he said. I started to hyperventilating. I hate when boys ask me that. I can't handle boys having my number. He must realized because he look worried and started to freak out.