The Upper East Side (GOSSIP GIRL FANFICTION)

FOR YOU

"You love me?" I ask a tear running down my face as I stepped towards a now less serious chuck bass

"Not Anymore" he says walking away from me I grabbed his arm

"HEY! what's going on talk to me" I beg an plead for him to communicate with me.

"I don't wanna talk to you Quinn, Your a monster!" He says grabbing my arm as I look deep into his eyes clinging to his every word

"I'm the monster? How? I don't rip people off or steal from my family or sleep with every girl ever to live in the upper east side" I state insulting him.

"You are Quinn like it or not your just like me, I told you in life I was looking for my equal and I found it in You, you raised me up but trust me the second you pulled that crap with the media you truely became my equal you sunk to the bottom of the food chain Q" he says as I stare at him I pull away from him mad.

"I'm nothing like you chuck, if your scared of catching feelings don't be it's nothing to be ashamed of I've literally been waiting a lifetime for you it feels" I say biting my lip

"I wasn't looking for love or feelings when I found you Quinn I was looking for the common donominator that has kept me happy for years my happy ending" he says

"Your not doing this again your not shutting me out!" I scream

"Get out" he says as I leave
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I decided to go downstairs to the bar Serena agreed to meet me there.

"How'd it go, how's chuck" she asks taking off her coat

"He wants to be done Serena the best thing that ever happened to me is done with me seriously him An I were so much easier when I wasn't -

"My sister" Serena cut in finishing the sentence.

WELL BABIES LET ME JUST SAY ITS NOT ALL PLAY AT THE EMPIRE LOOKS LIKE Q HAS LANDED HERSELF IN SOME HOT WATER THAT NOT EVEN S CAN HELP
XOXO GOSSIP GIRL

"Great now gossip girl is making a mockery out of my love life just what I need to make my day better" I say

"I'm gonna go" Serena says standing

"why?" I ask

"Cause your having a pity party when if you really loved An were destined to be with chuck you'd get your perky ass upstairs and sort it out" she says looking at her car

"Look it's on you babe but please think hard" she says hugging me.

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I caught the elevator up to chucks room I walked in on what apperently was a conversation about me with Nate. I hid in Nate's room listening in on them.

"You okay chuck?" Mate asked pouring a whiskey.

"When am I Nathaniel" chuck says

"Fair point but still lighten up your single you can play An do as you please" he says

"I don't really feel in the mood to play" chuck says

"You still love her huh?" Nathaniel says

"I can't imagine the day I won't" chuck says

"Why?" Nate questions

"Because I adore her I worship her I love her Nate! I love this girl but daddy didn't teach me how to love he taught me how to crush but I think I'm from a bad world in comparison to her" chuck says

"If you love this girl chuck man up go get her fool" Nate says as they leave the empire

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I decided to go home no clue what to do I was so confused did chuck and I stand a change after all the crap my head was a mess literally a mess.

I heard a knock at the door of my bedroom I turn around......