BLAST
well well upper east siders rise and shine cause today is the first day of the christmas season and this year i'm playing santa, but my gifts will be sure to cause a stir, but what can i say tis the season to be jolly so hold on kids cause i'm coming to town.
XOXO GOSSIP GIRL
i woke up to the gossip girl blast i wasnt shocked that she had something to give this year she has been the destroyer of mine.
"Morning Q" i hear serena say from my door. I waved.
"You have'nt left your room in days whats going on?" She asked
"I feel so lousy i thought this would stop but shock i feel worse" i admit to serena.
"Chuck bass has a way of doing that to people quinn" she says holding my hand
"I've been a lot of places serena but even hear in my own home i feel not at home i belong with him i know in the bottom of my heart and when we were alone in the room waiting for zayn i didnt want him to stop and i am so scared" i cry
"Scared of ?" she hugged me
"I am scared i was not lying to him i am scared i actually love him i am scared cause everything i said was true i am in love with chuck so much and it kills me" i say as she wipped my tears.
"Serena lilly said i would find you.." he stopped talking
"Charles to what do i owe the pleasure" she asked i prayed he didnt hear our conversation.
she walked out the room. i got a text message an i scrolled through to open it.
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WELL MY POOR LITTLE Q WHAT EVER DO WE DO, MY GIFT TO YOU IS THE GIFT OF HONESTY SO BE HONEST ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS BEFORE THE CLOCK STRIKES MIDNIGHT OR THINK ABOUT THE WORLD GETTING AHOLD OF THIS... TICK TOCK BABY VAN DER WOODSEN
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later that night i headed to the empire, i went up to chucks apartment to wait for him, i knew were the key was.
"i would ask who let you in but anyone who wants to kept their job woudnt so i assume you rode your magic broomstick in" he says pouring a glass of whiskey.
"you were right about me" i say
"Which part" he stares at me
"All of it" i struggle to say as a tear runs down my face.
"Obviously " he threw his drink back.
"Talk to me please" i plead grabbing his arm.
"Lets talk quinn how you made me look awful how you lied and scammed an ...." i couldnt help but stop him i kissed him and held him tight.
"QUINN i am not interested in hooking up with you anymore" he yells my heart broke
"why because i always bet against you chuck when i said those things to you i wasnt lying this time i am all in chuck by your side i am happy with how we were" i cry
"No that isnt it " He says looking to the floor.
"WHAT THEN CHUCK I AM READY TO SURREND TO YOU " i shout
"I DONT WANT YOU TO SURREND TO ME" he screams
"so thats it were over were done " I say it goes quite
"I dont want you to surrend to me because i am insanely crazy unkowningly in love with you" chuck says
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The Upper East Side (GOSSIP GIRL FANFICTION)
ФанфикWhen Quinn Van der Woodson Resurfaces On The Upper East Side. Who knows what secrets she will uncover. Breaking up Blair and Chuck? Maybe even going after nate. Will lily have the heart to tell rufus and the kids about serena's secret twin. MOST OF...