The Upper East Side (GOSSIP GIRL FANFICTION)

JUST GIVE ME A REASON

I wake up in zayns arms i turn around to give him a morning kiss when i open my eyes i see chuck i shake and shake in sheer confusion thinking i cheated on Zayn i was so confused when.

"Wake up babe, Nightmare?" Zayn said kissing my forehead.

"Yea it was horrific" I say sitting up hugging him.

"Good i was starting to think you didn't like my bed" He smirks

"There is no where else i would rather wake up." I say kissing him as i take a sip of the orange juice he bought up.

**************************************

as zayn drops me off at the under cover parking i kiss him and hold him tight.

"Your amazing, Quinn" He kisses my neck.

"Stop, i have to get upstairs my family will wonder where i was" I say smiling biting my lip.

" I wanna talk to you about a proposition soon" He smirks giving me a goodbye kiss

"Goodbye Zayn" I say smiling i turn around heading up the elevator i was on my phone as i walked in home i dropped my bag on the counter and my keys i lock my phone and look around for everyone.

"Mom, Serena, Jenny?" I shout i stand in the living room looking down at a note saying spa day your home alone till morning rufus and dan are away and Eric is at matt's. I place it down rolling my eyes wishing i was home i wanted a massage.

"You Look amazing" I hear a raspy voice whisper i turn around knowing who it is immediately.

"What do you want chuck?" I say placing the note down he walks closer with purple roses and hands me them.

"For you my friend" He moves a piece of my hair from my face.

"Thanks chuck but i don't need your gifts your not my boyfriend." I say crossing my arms

"Quinn come home and back to me we had fun" He says walking closer before i raise my arm making him stop.

"Just give me a reason chuck" I say walking out onto the terrance.

" A reason" He questions me with a confused look.

"Just give me one even a silly one if you can give me the one i want i will" All i wanted was the i love you. thats it, the word consumed me.

"I have let you see the parts of me, that weren't all that pretty And with every touch you fix them Quinn" he takes my hand.

"I'm sorry chuck its to late you've hurt me to many times" i say with tears in my eyes

"Quinn i can't say i love you when we both know its not the truth" He says hugging me.

"Get away chuck go home why'd you come here? If its part of your little game or competition with Zayn I'm done being a pawn in this game. Chuck I'm Done i need to be done will this" I say stressing out.

"Okay fine we can stop talking i will go" He picks up his coat

"I meant be done with us" I say he turns and heads for the elevator.

I stand out on the terrance eyes filled with tears and purple roses that i chucked in the fireplace and sat watching them burn. The elevator dinged open and out she came as peppy as ever i take a glass of wine to help with losing thought of chuck and zayn an everyone.

"Well a pity party, i assumed so dorota said she saw mr chuck leaving here." She says sitting next to me.

"I'm not sure if i fight for what me and chuck have, he was my everything until we were nothing." I say taking the glass throwing it back the liquor burned my throat.

"Pain is just a consequence of love and quinn as someone who has dated chuck bass and been you before i can tell you its hard it will consume you but when its all over you get to watch the storm from distance." she hugged me

"Why are you being nice to me?" I asked her.

"Because you need me and i need you" She says taking my glass having a sip

"Chuck Likes Being In Control playing girls against each other for him, but his weakness i figured out after all this time?" She says taking off her heels

"What weakness he's chuck bass he ruins people" I shrug

"That May Be but he choose you, your his weakness he loves you though can't admit it to you" She says topping up our glasses

"What do you have in mind" I ask her whilst messaging zayn.

"We play him, games are his forte" she raise a eyebrow a few minutes later the plan is set.

@ Blairwaldof - party at mine tomorrow kisses kids x

***********************************

I was on the phone with zayn in the early hours of the morning

"So nothing at all just revenge? maybe a few kisses no tongue " Zayn said smoking i swear i could almost smell it though our iPhones.

"Exactly but if you come he will know I'm not serious so come but late late so we can lure him" i say reassuring zayn.

"I love you and no emotions just a game" he askes.

"I love you too an nothing chuck bass says or does can change it" i reassure him.

************************************

As i enter blairs i take off my coat wearing the sexiest dress i think i have ever purchased i went full out i was everything chuck bass classed as beautiful i walk through the party to the bar not long after i see blair and she nods me that chuck is coming

"You know Q if i didn't know any better i'd say your toying with me" He says taking some whisky.

"I might be a sinner i might be a saint" I say shrugging moving my hair away from my shoulder.

"Wheres the man candy" he asks me leaning in.

"He's not here he didn't want to come" I say looking away

"Your too beautiful to be left alone" he says kissing my cheek.

"Chuck i...." i say before he raises his finger to my mouth.

"You can keep lying to yourself quinn but you know you don't love him" Chuck shrugs taking a new whisky walking away.

"Wait" I call as he turns around coming back

"Chuck its complex he loves me" i say biting my lip

"But Quinn I know there is a but" He whispers to me.

"I don't know if i can love anyone the way i love you, this is the worst kind of love but i don't know another" I say kissing him.

"You always bet against me" He says moving my hair from my face.

"Trust me" I say he takes me up to a spare room at blairs he starts kissing me slow and it turns rough he kisses my neck i wrap my legs around his waist fake moaning as i wait for zayns arrival. he throws me onto the bed i kiss his neck and he pins me down being dominate.

"Get THE FUCK OFF HER" Zayn runs in right on que followed by blair and serena.

"Hey man its not my fault" chuck says as zayn punches him.

"I told him no zayn but he's a bass they don't listen" I say looking upset though everyone in the room was in on it bar chuck.

"You no Quinn no your lying you said" He pause with tear filled eyes

"I said no you disgust me" I say we all walk out the room i was the last to leave i stopped at the door to talk to chuck.

"Next time you destroy someone remember the moment i destroyed you" I say leaving.

WELL UPPER EAST SIDERS LOOKS LIKE CHUCK BASS DOESNT UNDERSTAND THE LAW. WHEN A LADY SAYS NO IT MEANS NO POOR CHUCK WHATEVER WILL HE DO IF THIS GETS TO PRESS I HOPE BASS INDUSTRIES HAS A AMAZING PUBLICIST BECAUSE WHEN IM DONE WITH MY RANT IM SURE THEY WILL NEED IT LOOKS LIKE JACK BASS IS NEXT IN LINE. XOXO GOSSIP GIRL.