The Upper East Side (GOSSIP GIRL FANFICTION)

BREAKING OLD HABITS

Chuck and I lay there in silence our hands intertwined looking at the roof. We both just hold eachother.

"Chuck you and I gotta stop doing this" I say turning onto my stomach massaging his chest.

"We aren't doing anything wrong" he whispers moving my hair from my face.

"I can't come running to you every time life gets too hard for me, I can't depend on you, your not my boyfriend." I say giving a little faint smile.

"You don't wanna do this anymore?" He asks

"Your chuck bass you don't catch feelings you and I aren't going to go anywhere ? Are we? " I bite my lip hoping he May Say yes I mean who wouldn't want to be the girl to tame the chuck bass.

"Quinn..." he sits up. As I start getting dressed.

"It's okay goodbye chuck" I have tear filled eyes as I kiss his forehead I head down the elevator back home.
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"Oh there you are" lily says as I walk in the penthouse.

"Here I am" I smile not looking at serena pretending I can't even see her.

"Serena had something she wanted to talk to you about" lily signals serena to talk.

"I'm sorry I got so annoyed with you over the way people we're treating you it wasn't very sisterly and I think we need to stick together and be honest with eachother" she stand up hugging me.

"Uh thanks serena it really means a lot to me." I hug her before trying to go to my room.

"Not so fast" lily stops me

"What are plans Quinn what do you wanna pursue" she asks me obviously willing to help me get my career rolling

" I mean I would love to become a model" I shrug

"Oh my god perfect you have the most amazing legs for it I will see if I can arrange something for you" she says continuing to eat as I head to my room.

"Quinn wait" serena says entering my room.

"About chuck... I don't know what's going on but I don't want you get hurt and he's just more complex then you may think." She says sitting on my bed

"Chuck and I are nothing S and if we were it wouldn't matter what people like Blair think" I say shrugging my shoulders

"Blair can be mean but I don't wanna see my best friend get hurt..." I cut off Serena

"Seriously she's worst then mean I hate everyone defending her. She isn't a true friend" I say

"I've known Blair my whole life Quinn you can't just jump to a decision on her." She stand crossing her arms

"Yea well I know that she and nate totally got it on behind your back before you left for boarding school they probably still do." I smile

"Are you being serious how would you know anyways" she paces

"The guy I like sleeping with like movies I thought they were just of me but I have the video of you want to see it" she nods

We play the video knowing I have just taken down Queen B.

"I can't believe she did this to me" serena let's out tears

"It's okay Sis it's okay" I pay her head as she hugs me.

Less then 2 minutes later our phones go off it's a gossip girl blast.

WELL WELL WELL HERES A SECRET I HAVE BEEN DYING TO TELL. QUEEN B FALLS FROM HER THRONE LOOKS LIKE SLEEPING WITH NATE BEHIND S's BACK AND FILMING IT WAS NOT YOUR BEST CHOICE AS QUEEN SORRY B BUT THE VAN DER WOODSEN'S PLAY DIRTY. *the clip was attached* XOXO GOSSIP GIRL

Later that night after me and serena go out for drinks she gets pretty smashed I put her to be walking into my room.

"Hello beautiful," chuck creeps out from the dark

"Chuck what are you doing here" I ask shutting the fort quickly

"I came because I am incapable of leaving you alone." He kisses my neck

"Chuck we can't fall into these old habits again, you change me" I push him away.

"It's you that's changing me" he pulls me close

"Well I guess I didn't come to you, you came to me" I smile

"Baby steps" he winks

We start kissing hard and chuck unzips my dress leaving my slip on underneath. I undo his tie and start unbuttoning his shirt while he kisses my neck I take off his shirt he lifts me up onto the bed pulling off my slip. It was so hard to stay so quite about possibly the best Sex I had ever had at on point I had to put my hand across chuck and my mouth. We giggled after. I roll over checking the time 2:54am

"You better go" I say fixing his hair

"I can't wait till morning?" He snuggles me

"No because everyone will know what we were doing" I bite my lip kissing his chest.

"Round 2" he winks

"Raincheck chuck" I joke

I walk him to the elevator. Kissing him goodbye I head back to my room.

"What in the hell were you thinking" oh no I thought I turn around to see rufus

"I can explain" I say trying to keep him calm

"How dare you bring a guy in my house while Jenny is here" he starts going red

"Excuse me it's not your it's Bart which is now my moms your just a Brooklyn nobody who married up and he would touch Jenny" I cross my arms

"Go to bed" he walked away in my opinion he was admitting defeat.

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