*ring ring ring*
"Fuck!" I roll over out of chucks arms to my phone which was buzzing just as I go to answer mine, chuck snaps up out of bed as his phone starts ringing.
"eric!..... slow down it's 3am ........ breath what's wrong?" I ask as I hear his panic through the phone, chuck gets up out of the bed in a rush getting dressed.
"it's mom Quinn it's mom mommy Quinn" he cries over and over in a fit of sadness
"We gotta go babe, NOW ITS UR MOM!" Chuck says chucking me my clothes tears rush to my face the whole car ride there seems like a distant memory sirens and time standing still.
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I walk into the hospital everyone standing out the front of the suite mom hooked up to the machines a tear runs from my eyes as chuck cuddles me in between his arms kissing my cheek, feeling the warmth from his body on my skin made me feel some type of calm in this chaos.
GOSSIP GIRL BLAST -
WELL WELL WELL I SMELL SABOTAGE SEEMS LIKE LILLY KNEW A SECRET SO BIG SHE HAD TO TAKE A INDEFINITE SILENCE
MAY SHE RECOVER SOON
XOXO GOSSIP GIRL"what happened?" I mumble as the doctor walks out of her room, he gives a sad half smile leaving me with no hope in my heart
"your mother's breaks failed, they were cut this wasn't a accident this was premeditated, she's not breathing alone she can't her organs are failing. I'll give you time with her, I'm so sorry the attorneys will be up in a moment" he said walking down the hall.
I slide down the wall sitting on the cold hospital floor chuck squats down beside me wrapping his big arms around me.
"your shaking" he whispers in my ear as we wait for eric and serena to come out of the room.
"i am im scared i feel like everyone an everything is lost an this nightmare is closing in, if mom doesn't make it i feel like this the end of me of us of the van der woodsens were nothing without the matriarch" i confess I felt so helpless chucks here but he's not my mom
"i lost my dad the matriarch and I became one i took up the mantle and im making my own legacy writing my own future for our children someday maybe it's time you do the same, your a super model q choose your legacy our legacy" he says lifting my head up to look him in the eyes my heart so full of love yet on the brink of shattering into a million pieces.
"our children?" I light up with a little smile
"yeah" he nods as he kissed me
"don't ever leave me, i love you Charles" I kiss him as serena and Eric walk out of the room. I stand up holding chucks hand i let it go before walking in only immediate family can entire.
mom raises her hand slowly signalling me over I swore I was seeing it, my heart was beating faster and faster as I walked over.
"q angel my one" she whispers gasping for air.
"Mommy! I love you, can you hear me I'm here!" I take her hand smiling as she mumbles I barely understand so she removes her air support.
"be ....... strong.....family....more" she gasps coughing as the monitor goes off she passes me 2 letters V, and me
"one.......more....tori....I... sorry" she ran out of breath placing the cup back over her mouth for air I placed the letters in my handbag walking out the room wiping my tears.
"She's gonna go to a better place, I promise I'm never gonna leave you..... I love you" chuck hugged me an held me tight we all stood together as a family.
*FLATLINES*
I started crying into Serena's arms we stood there realising just like that in a flash we'd lost our mother.
INSTA - @QUINNVANDERWOODSEN
ORIGINAL QUEEN REST IN PEACE MOM
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chuck and i finally get back to the empire i was just stone cold shocked couldn't believe my mother was no longer with us.
"Coming to bed?" Chuck asked kissing my neck
"two seconds there's something I need to do" I reach for my letter lilly wrote me I wondered the V who's V it played on my mind.
i opened the letter penned by my mother
it even smelt like her, like she never leftMY DEAREST QUINN
For you my angel im not even sure where to start with you, im beyond proud of you! Your the child most like The way you love not just me but your siblings I'm forever grateful for the warmth and happiness you've bought to Charles, you saved his life Quinn you made his world brighter and opened his mind to things privilege wouldn't never had forced him to you love that man like you cannot be hurt the way you fight with passion for what you believe for your man for your family i see the spark you have that spark in your eyes I lost years ago, you have a better understanding on the value of life one this world sheltered your brother and sister from i cannot even imagine the pain I caused you years on end shutting you away from your family your birth right and that's a sorrow I'll take with me to the grave. But there's something I need you to do, your loving nature could change the minds of those with the coldest of hearts.....
I'm sorry my darling forgive me but it's time I now be honest and clear your the only child who will make this right, you have another sister "V" tori is your twin sister Serena is not serena is 10 months older then you girls we had a legal team match up your birthdays from birth. Tori is your twin and I just couldn't take on you both my marriage was falling apart so I gave yous away I thought being identical twins they wouldn't split you up but they did......... your actual identity is attached so is hers i lied for years to everyone please make a honest life with your time left don't end up like me.......when you find tori I want you to make things right give her the life I denied you both I'm so sorry my angels
love now and forever
Your Mommy xoI slide the paper to two birth certificates
Hers-
NAME - VALENTINA VICTORIA
VAN DER WOODSEN
DOB- 12th SEPTEMBER 2000Mine -
NAME - LILIAN QUINN
VAN DER WOODSEN
DOB- 12th SEPTEMBER 2000
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The Upper East Side (GOSSIP GIRL FANFICTION)
FanfictionWhen Quinn Van der Woodson Resurfaces On The Upper East Side. Who knows what secrets she will uncover. Breaking up Blair and Chuck? Maybe even going after nate. Will lily have the heart to tell rufus and the kids about serena's secret twin. MOST OF...