Our car dropped us to the same hotel where we were staying but this time our destination was different. Our families had booked a special suite for us for our wedding night .
All the time during travel from church to hotel , quietude was the only thing present in the car except me , her and the driver . We didn't talk a word . I don't know her reason , may be she was nervous or something but I knew mine .
I was guilty .
Guilty for deceiving her .
That I was in love with someone else .
And even if I try for my whole life , I could never fall in love with her . Our parents tied us together but her hearts couldn't be one .
We were or we will , simply for not each other .
—•—
Our suite was decorated nicely just it would look to some normal couple . Flowers were everywhere and a certain ocean breeze with some rose scent was sprayed in the room . The climate of the room was quite peaceful but it wasn't the same with my heart .
I was trying to say but whenever I thought about opening my mouth , I found myself tongue-tied . Even it was late , even we were married already. Even it wouldn't change anything but I had to say this . For any reason , it has to happen .
As she came back after changing her dress into some night-robe , I told her that I wanted to talk about something.
"I love someone else . "
As the sentence and all those words rendered in my brain , I realised that those words did not flow through my tongue .
It was Jung Gyeon , who spoke .
What was that ? I mean I was actually baffled by her words with an unknown reason . Was I still feeling guilty ?
Well, yes !
But it was more like sympathy. She was forced too . She loved someone else . We both were forced . But should I tell her ?
"I'm Gay ! "
This time it was me who voiced , just when she opened her mouth , may be to explain something.
"Oh. "
Just an Oh . Okay .
Ok It wasn't probably expected by her .
"Since we both aren't interested in each other so it's easy then. "
I don't what she was talking about . I don't know what to expect next .
"I'll continue my relation with him . Hope it wouldn't bother you ."
Though it was kinda weird talk . Weird in a way that we were talking about such matters right on our wedding night . It was kinda right . As we were not hiding anything.
Not hiding anything was actually a trait of having a strong relation .
A ' husband and wife ' relation .
That had no existence in real .
~
In our almost no talks and all those lunch and dinner invitations for the 'newlywed couple' , I didn't get the chance to tell her about Jungkook .
I mean if she was continuing her relationship with her boyfriend then why not I couldn't continue with Jungkook.
But It felt not right . I mean what was the purpose of this forcefully tied knot then . On the other hand , how Jungkook would accept all this . How Appa would allow and how I would keep this juggling fate thing continue in my life .
My brain was exploding and all I needed now was my relaxing pill .
Jungkook.
🌟⚜⚜⚜🌟
So sweetpotatoes how's going with all this Jk-Jm going far far away . And Jimin's marriage ?
Any guesses what's gonna happen next .
And yes ,
Only two chapters left . Chapter 40 would be the last .
YOU ARE READING
Lucky me ! | JIKOOK (Completed)
Short Story#8 freelgbt (051918) #20 freelgbt He laughed as he buried his face in my chest . I was spellbound by the sight in front of me . I wrapped my arms around his firm and muscular stature . I thought of myself as the luckiest person for having him arou...
