Raegan's POV:
It had been a week since I uploaded the video, and everyone went insane. My feed on everything was blowing up, and I was getting a lot of support, which I was extremely thankful for.
Today Tessa and I were heading to the beach, I wanted to spend some time with her. We always had plans but the boys or Erika would intrude.
We made it to the beach and went to a quite part. We weren't planning on swimming, just talking. But we had our swimsuits anyway.
"Rae?" Tessa questioned as I stared of to the sunset that was kissing the ocean. I hummed in response. "Are you okay?" sh asked. "Yes." I answered not really thinking about it. "Look at me."
I turned to the brunette. "Are you okay?" she repeated. "Yeah?" I said, but it came out as a question. "Not health wise Rae. Are you okay? You haven't opened up since you uploaded the video." she explained.
"I'm okay Tess, just tryna avoid any unneeded talks. I know where I stand. I don't need any inspiring pep talks or anything like that." I responded. She nodded knowing that I didn't want anything like that and understanding my point.
"Anthony." she stated. I raised an eyebrow at my best friend. "What about him?" I questioned. "He's scared." She told me. "Why?" I furrowed my eyebrows. "Why? Are you seriously asking me why? We're all scared to death! We don't wanna lose you! We don't wanna admit or even except the fact that you could drop dead at any moment! He's fucking scared! I'm scared! Jake is scared! Fuck, even Erika is scared! Even if a part of her hates you! We're all terrified!" she snapped.
I lowered my head at her sudden outburst. "Sorry." I mumbled. She sighed and wrapped her arms around me. "I'm sorry Rae. I'm just really scared. I really need you. You're all I have. Jake seems to be the only one who cares about me enough to ask if I'm okay besides you. I don't wanna lose you. You're my sister and I love you." she apologized.
I wrapped my arms around and her. "I love you too." Then it was silence. Not an awkward one. A peaceful one. The kind that all you want is the company with you. No words. Just memories.
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raeganjesson
"Baby T. I love you so freaking much it hurts. I will forever love you, you mean the world to me. When I'm gone, just know I'll be smiling at you. I'll be there when a guy breaks your heart, and I'll haunt the crap outta him. I'll be there when it feels like nobody else is. I'll be there when you walk down the aisle and I'll walk next to you and your dad, photobombing every picture even if you can't see me. I'll be there when Jake drags you to another scary place and I'll kick ghost ass to keep the bad ones away from you, and maybe I'll get to talk to you through the Ouija Board. Who knows? All I know is no matter what I'll be there for you, for everything I love you."
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