LOVE SO SWEET ( on hold )

chapter 25

FANNY POV'S

I dont understand Kurt. He said he loves Cherryl and yet he do nothing to stop Joceelyn to do her plan for her. Kase kahit saan banda mo tinngnan, kahit ano pa ang gagawin ng Kurt in the end Cherryl will get hurt, and i dont fvcking like that. Ever since i met her and the other side of her, i tried my best to protect her, i even save her from falling inlove because falling in love though sweet but pain, sorrow is still part of it and i dont want Cherryl experience any of these, becuase she might lose her emotion and and, gahhd i cant even tell what might happen but damn Cherryl is not ordinary. Cherryl is dangerous. 

Cherryl knew about her other side, but there is something she dont know about herself, only me and her family knew about this and i know for sure when Cherryl found out this she be more dangerous than ever, gahhd kahit ako im scared of her ! Hindi ko lang alam kung anong mangayare kay Cherryl if Joceelyn succeed her plan. I must to stop her ! Pero i know kahit mapigilan ko si Joceelyn , Jared is still there , the one who can capable of hurting her ! 

Tangina kaseng Jared yan ! Hindi naman pala kayang panindigan si Cherryl until the end sana hindi na nya niligawan at pinatagal nang sa ganun hindi umasa si Cherryl na may happy ending. Alam ko there is no perfect relationship, i know hindi din habang buhay maproprotektahan ko si Cherryl, hindi habang buhay maiiwasan ko sya mainlove, darating at darating yung time when Cherryl when she will go madly inlove someone else, but Jared doesnt deserve it. But am i too late to protect my bestfriend? Tsk, ! i should know, i should not let Cherryl back in the Philippines alone darn ! Ughhh! ano bang dapat kong gawin?! Kurt doesnt want me to do anything, kahit sa totoo lang kaya ko pigilan si Joceelyn i can even throw her in this school , even in this country damn ! Damn ! im hopeless ano ba kase ang balak ni Kurt at ayaw nyang kumilos? Dont tell me he want Cherryl to get hurt?! Because if he do, magkalimutan na lang kami ! Ughhhh !!!!! Kung ako lang masusunod, i will make sure Joceelyn's dead !! She fvcing cause too much trouble !! 

"atihhh are you uhh okay? You look like a zombie"  Lizzie asked but i ignore her. I dont have time na makipagkulitan sa kanya. 

Anyway andito pala kami ngayon sa library with Lizzie Selene Chloe and Yannie as usual wala si Cherryl she hate library so much and Kurt texted me that he's with Cherryl. 

" ayy atiihh !! napipi ka na atihh..!! wawa ka naman .. wala nang boylet na lalapit sayu .. pamigay mo na lang sakin . hihihih " i admit nakakatuwa kasama sila Lizzie kase nakakawala ng stress, pero damn hindi sila marunong makaramdam fuck !

" ARRGHH !!!! THE HECK !!! WILL YOU SHUT UP !!!!!!! " sigaw ko while glaring at them and obviously i already lose my composure damn!

" Ms.Vega lower your voice .. " and i dont give a shit. i will do what i want even im in library! 

" so you can handle me? bakit hindi na lang ikaw ang lumabas or better yet, i will buy this place and throw you away ! " the librarian just bow her head, napahiya siguro. serve her right. I dont give a shit for anyone. Im a Vega and proud of it ! The students just making fuss about what i did, but the helll i care ! But for the moment, i regret what i did to the librarian, hindi ako pinalaking mayabang , nabigla lang ako at nainis. 

" hey Fanny . chill ka lang what a problem ba ? dati rati naman kahit ilang beses kang tudyain ni Lizzie di ka naman naiinis ahh .. " puna ni Yannie. Tssss. Ayaw ko man magsalita but they have the right to know after all we belong to one group , were sisters. 

" hey ano na Fanny may problema ka ba share mo naman baka makatulong kami " sabi ni Lizzie buti hindi sya nagalit. Good thing about her. I'll apologize to the librarian later. 

" ano guys ... its about Cherryl and most of it kay Jared .." sagot ko wala na akong choice after all i need them.i know they can help. We maybe freak or weird, but there is something special about us so if i were you, dont mess to any one of us . 

" oh what about them ? " tanung ni Selene

" is there any problem with them ? " Chloe

" sabagay hindi ko na nga masyado napapansin si Jared .. hala baka may kabit ? " 

" ano ka ba naman Yannie .. magagawa ba naman ni Jared yun ? tska haler !! president yun ng SC .kaya malamang busy " kontra ni Chloe kay Yannie ..

" oo nga nohh " Yannie 

" anyway , pakinggan na  atin yung sasabihin ni Fanny para di tayo hula ng hula " suggestion ni Lizzie

" uhmmm guys .. Jared was cheating on Cherry l" nakayuko kong sabi 

" HUWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTTTT???????????!!!!!!!!!" sabay sabay na react nila Selene. Just i though they reaction would be *facepalm*

" shhh "  saway ko 

" sorry naman .. panu mu nasabe ? nakita mo ba na may kasamang babae? bakit ? nyetang lalake mapapatay ko yun ? " sabay sabay din na react nila Lizzie 

" Cherryl doesnt know about this. But Jared he's a fucker we should kill him ! " i said and though the last part was a half joke they agree on it. 

" pero seryoso Fannie, ano ba talaga ang nangyare? " Yannie ask.

So i start telling them yung nakita ko sa boating lagoon, yung usapan namin ni Kurt at yung plano ni Joceelyn kay Cherryl this coming Christmas ball. Nalaman namin to ni Kurt because, well knowing Kurt , magaling talaga yun, dont ask. 

" so all in while ..alam nyong lahat to ni Kurt and yet wala kayong sinasabe kay Che.." -- Yannie

i nod 

" at why ?!! hindi yung umaasa si Cherryl na mahal sya ni Jared ..!! " si Lizzie 

" and  bakit pati ikaw nilihim mo ? bakit hindi mo agad sinabi sa amin o kaya kay Cherryl man lang ? " Selene. Ughhh. Mga bobo talaga. 

" look guys.. kung sinabe ko ba maniniwala sya ? di ba hinde . kase alam naman natin na mahal na mahal nya si Jared at first BF nya ito .. at if ever na sinabe natin sa kanya .. hindi lang sya magagalit baka mawala pa yung friendship natin .." explain ko sa kanila . Maybe the reason why Kurt dont do anything, pero kung ako lang din mabuti pa magalit si Cherrryl. I know her, Cherryl wont get mad at us lalo na kung tama naman ako - kame. 

" tama ka .. " sabay sabay na sagot nila .. 

" ano ang dapat natin gawin pala hindi masaktan si Cherryl ? " Yannie

" im sorry to say this, pero kahit ano pa siguro gawin natin Cherryl will still get her first heart broken"  sagot ko. All of us knew the worst side Cherryl have, but only me among as knew the secret of Cherryl's identity that her family hide. 

" were doom ! ano nang gagawin when she come out? " Chloe asked. 

" i dont know. Maybe we should be prepared and help her to move on i think the best think we could do now. " i said. 

" i have an idea but it doesnt mean we can protect Cherryl, it will just make Joceelyn 's plan wont work according to her plan. We will change it " Chloe. I forgot Chloe is genius freak!. Sana mag work out yung plano nya . We need it badly. For Cherryl's sake.