LOVE SO SWEET ( on hold )

chapter 24

JARED POV 

1 or 2 weeks ko na ata hindi nakikita si Cherryl rather tinataguan ko si Cherryl. Natatanggap ko yung mga text nya yung mga miscall nya kahit hindi ako busy i ignored it. Hindi dahil gusto ko pero dahil kelangan. This is my only way to divert her feelings. Ayaw ko mas lalo akong mahalin ni Cherryl mas lalo lang syang masasaktan . Mahal ko si Cherryl, pero mas mahal ko si Joceelyn, tangina naman kase, kung ako lang masususnod sana hindi na nagpakita sakin si Joceelyn para hindi naging ganto kakomplikado ang sitwasyon. 

" babe, wag ka munang makipaghiwalay kay Cherryl ha? " Joceelyn asked out of nowhere. Andito kami sa unit nya katatapos lang ng class namin. 

" huh? why? akala ko ba gusto mo nang tapusin ko na ang relasyon ko kay Cherryl. Tapos ngayon you asking me not to break up with her? " 

" well, you know, its kinda boring if you well just broke her up just like that, for sure she will get her heartbreak but still its boring. Well, ang gusto ko kase when you two get separated, i want not just a heartbreak but also a publicity " she caress my face while saying what she want . Maybe because para hindi ko sya mahindian sa kung ano man ang gustuhin nya. 

" what do you mean? " 

" well, christmas ball is coming. We know, in fact everybody knows, SC president have an special number, its either to sing or dance and it will be dedicated to his special someone.  I want you to do is to sing and dedicated it for me. And well, the result will be everybody will get shock, knowing that you and Cherryl was together then bigla bigla ako pala ang specila someone hahaha you. Cherryl wont gett just a broken heart pati kahihiyan isnt it exciting, my dear? " What the hell ?! I cant do that especially to her ! Masyado ko nang nasaktan si Cherry ! At ayoko nang dagdagan pa toh ! This is not the Joceelyn i used to know what happened to her? Kelan pa sya naging ganto? The Joceelyn i know is kindhearted and sweet innocent girl i always love. 

" what? why? ano bang gusto mong palabasin ? Masakit na nga yung iiwan ko sya dahil sayo, tapos gusto mo pa na ipahiya sya? Ano bang kasalanan ni Cherryl at ganyan kalaki ang galit mo sa kanya? " maybe thinking her reason make her mad because i can see her mood change. But when she look at me, seeing i observe her, she change her mood again to cheerful. She just smiled and...

" well, i just hate her. I dont know why, basta i really really hate her. " 

" but babe, kawawa naman s Cherryl. i pity her somehow so sana wag na natin gawin yung gusto mo, okay? " i hugged her but she just push me away. 

" no !!! Jared i hate Cherryl so much ! breaking her heart is not enough for me. i want more than that !!! " she screamed na ikinagulat ko. hindi ko alam kung gusto nya lang pagtripan si Cherryl o sadyang may hidwaan silang dalawa kaya ganto kalaki ang galit nya dito. And teary eyes na sya . I have no choice.. 

" okay fine, i'll do it for you baby, " i hugged her . Im sorry Cherryl. i know kapag ginawa ko to aalam ko ang salitang galit is not enough. Im sorry. Im just love Joceelyn so much. Im sorry . 

JOCEELYN POV 

" okay fine, i'll do it for you baby" Jared hugged ma afterwards. Im such a good actress. The truth behind everythinng i did is,  I DONT LOVE JARED ANYMORE. I just said that i still love him even though im not. Im just fooling around, messing with him, well it just part of my plan. 

I know, for the matter of fact, Jared love Cherryl so much, he chose me maybe he just confused of his feeling. Pero hindi ko na problema yun, i just take advantage of it, and now look what happen , everything is according to my plan.  I will make Jared fell for me this time, and after i will dump him like what he did to me tho im the one who break up 3 years ago because of he is fvcking user! I will make his life fvcking miserable just like what he did to mine ! I make him suffer for messing me and for ruining my life! damn him ! And afterwards the most exciting part is when he regret choosing me over his precious Cherryl. He already waste that someone who really love him.

And i really hate Cherryl damn her ! I hate Jared but i love Kurt ! I know Kurt was falling in love with Cherryl and i dont fvcking like the idea of Kurt loving Cherryl ! Im going to crush that bitch ! Hindi ko matanggap na what the fvck ! For the short time she make Kurt fell in love with her effortless samantalang ako , i even tried to seduce him but no, he never look at me the way he looked at her ! Damn it ! 

I know Cherryl doesnt know that Kurt loves her. Its not just na manhid sya its because all she think is Jared. She loved Jared so much ! Kaya perfect na perfect lang . I used Jared to hurt her and i used her to hurt him. Perfect for my plan. * smirk * Ang proproblemahin ko lang is Kurt. Maybe this time alam na nya lahat ng plan ko , but i just wonder kung bakit wala pa syang gianagawa. I know Kurt is powerful. Alam ko kaya nyang manakit kahit babae just to protect someone he treasure. Ayoko dumating sa point na na magawa nya akong kalabanin because he protects Cherryl. 

I will do everything to divert Kurt's feeling for her. I will make him hurt her or shall i make her hate Kurt. But i know, Kurt is not the only one who will protect Cherryl, there is someone name Fany. Fany is just like Kurt, a powerful lady . pero i dont really fvcking care ! walang sino man ang makakahadlang sa lahat ng mga plano ! I will make them suffer !