LOVE SO SWEET ( on hold )

chapter 34

CHERRYL POV

December 19 na  christmas vacation na namin. One week after ng Christmas Ball. Last sem na namin toh. Which last christmas ball ko na din dito sa SJU. 

Bakasyon na at 5 months  na kami ni Jared pero pakset lang para kaming LDR walang communication, kahit nung christmas ball hinde man lang nya kinamusta or nilapitan nakita ko sya at nakita nya ako pero umiwas sya sa akin ang masakit nakita ko silang magkasama ni Joceelyn. Alam ko, may mali pero pakshet akong aminin sa sarili ko yung katotohanang nakikita na ng mga mata ko. Siguro tanga kung tanga pero hindi ko pa kaya ee. Si Jared ang first love ko. Masakit pa ee. Hindi pako handang marinig sa kanya na wala na kami na sila na pala ni Joceelyn ayoko pa. 

  

" DAMN * sob * YOU * sob * JARED!! * sob * " i cussed between my tears . Nakakainis talaga. Kapag nalaman nila kuya na ganto nangyayare sakin patay talaga si Jared . Nakakasawa na rin ang umiyak, ughhhh its so lame for me to cry to guy. Ughhh , Im a Ravino and yet para akong tangang nagmamakaawa sa pagmamahal ni Jared. I knew it would happen, Jared is a playboy alam kong mangyayare sakin to kapag if i follow my heart, but fvck i didnt hesitate, alam ko na kung ano maging consequences still minahal ko pa di sya. Sana nung time na im falling sana lumayo na ako, sana i didnt let myself falling hard for him. Hindi sana ako nasasaktan ngayon. Bayaaan nakafail naman ng first lovelife ko ! ughhhhh! 

  

Damn this tears !! keep on falling down nakakahiya nandito pa naman ako sa mall aissh ! wala pa naman akong dalang panyo  arrrggghhh!!!

" here " sabay abot ng kung sinumang anghel ng panyo ..

'' thanks '' sagot ko sabay tanggap sa panyo at naramdaman kong umupo rin sya sa tabe ko. Medyo makapal din mukha ko ee haha tinanggap ko yung panyo kahit hindi ko sya kilala. I just accept the handerchief he gave even without looking at him. Di naman siguro ako gagawan nito ng masama nasa mall kaya kame madaming taoo, errr pagabi na pero madami pa ding tao hahha. 

after i wipe my tears isama mo n ren ang uhog ko ( lol ) i was going to return his hanky but when i turned around  and say my thankyou's

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" SANTA?! " OMG. i hate santa since i was kid and i dont believe that he's really exist but oh my gosh hes fvcking exist real ! i was going to return his hanky adn to take a picture of him as well, i bet my kuyas will get envy of me coz , i get the chance to met santa in personal hihihih, but he didnt accept it and

" a pretty lady like you shouldnt cry" he said and smile at me. Kyahhhhh! Kinikilig ako kay santa . I never thought na bolero pala sya. 

'' here"  instead, he handed me a, ohh ticket. I accept it and 

" its a ticket for chrismas concert mamyang 8 sa amusement park para hindi kana malungkot dont worry you'll safe with me and i'll be your date if its okay ? " he wink. Oh gosh ang landi pala ni santa! >_< and santa has a sweet tongue !