These Four Walls

Five

Liam and I have been texting and hanging out none stop for the past week but all I can think about is what Harry said to me.

'Date Liam but my body is all his?' Who the hell does he think I am? I am not some slut who is going to sleep around just like that...

But... Harry has this weird effect on me. It's like he makes me want to act out and be the complete opposite of who I am. Or rather whom everyone wants me to be.

I haven't seen Harry since the party and I feel the withdrawals from him. It sucks that we only have that lab once a week.

On the other hand, Liam seems just like the perfect guy for me. He's dedicated to his schoolwork and he's very serious about the career he wants.

Even though he isn't as brilliant as Harry, he still tries his very best. He's very family orientated and is the perfect gentleman.

"Are you still hanging with Liam after classes?" Perrie asks me as we walk down the corridor.

"Well he said we were going to his favourite café. So I'm assuming so!" I tell her as I reach into my bag to find my phone.

"So are you guys dating or what?" She asks me getting giddy waiting for my answer.

"I don't really know Pez. I mean, I think I like him. He seems like the perfect guy, what more could I want right?" I tell her. I can answer that question with one word. Harry.

I've been gushing to Perrie all about Liam this past week and she thinks it's a good idea for me to start dating him.

I'm just not so sure. Liam is very nice but I cannot get Harry off my mind... What has this boy done to me?

"Well, you better snatch him up before someone else does Jade." She says to me before giving me a hug goodbye.

"Tell me all about it later! Have a good class." She tells me before she starts walking towards her class.

I enter the lab and take a deep breath; I've been waiting all week for this lab. It's my only chance to see Harry again.

I have no way to contact him or even find him, as I don't know what his schedule is like or what his number is.

I've been hoping that he would come hang out with us but he hasn't shown his face to any of us since the party last week.

The bell rings and I look up to see him make it just in time. "Just in time Mr. Styles." Miles says and gestures him to take his seat beside me.

Miles begins his instructions on this week's lab but I zone out as soon as Harry takes his seat.

"Where have you been?" I whisper to him hoping that Miles won't catch us talking while he was lecturing.

"Around." He tells me rudely. I take a deep breath, "I've been wanting to talk to you." I murmur to him.

"So talk." He responds in the same tone. "What's your problem Harry?" I say a little louder.

"Nothing." He says nonchalantly. "Okay, well what is going on between us? We've kissed numerous times and you keep saying all these things to me... what am I supposed to think?" I rant to him.

"You're supposed to think nothing. It's university, everyone sleeps around. Get used to it." He says calmly.

What? I am so confused... One minute he can't get his hands off me then he says its normal?

I look at him but he doesn't turn to look at me. Miles begins to pass out worksheets and Harry just starts on the lab without another word.

"Well? Are you gonna help or just gawk at me?" He sneers. I look at him with disbelief, what the hell is his problem?