R.I.P Feelings

Love is a feeling of warm affection. Love is about great liking over someone, right? It happens between two people. But sometimes it just happen the other way around.

ONE-SIDED LOVE:

You're in love with him/her but he/she can't love you back or vice versa.

It once happened to me.

I know “Love-at-first-sight” isn't that perfect. Coz you should know that person first before realizing that you already like him.

But no matter what we do, our eyes is the first one to see how precious that person is. Maybe its not “Love-at-first-sight” after all. I call it “Like-at-first-sight” though. It happens and we can't deny it.

Yeah, he's handsome. Pointed nose, dashing eyes, kissable lips, fair skin. He's tall and dead gorgeous. What can I say? He has it all.

All this time, he knew that I like him. He know how I treasure him so much. Sorry for putting my pride down, but I'm too expressive. I thought that if I confessed my feelings for him, he'll realize that I'm worth loving too.

I mean, I'm gorgeous. I'm kind, joyful and very beautiful inside and out.

Despite of his cold treatment to me, I didn't gave up. I still loved him together with his flaws and imperfections.

He pushes me away, but I stayed.

He told me that I should die but I just shrugged it off.

He's a bipolar but I told my self that I should always understand him no matter what.

He loved someone else but I waited patiently until he's brave enough to fall for me.

I didn't stop even if my brain has told me to. I love him that much.

Even if I die, I will still love him. And even if God will give me a “Re-birth” I will still choose this life, I'll still choose him, I'll still love him. Fully. greatly, and endlessly.