Eleven/ I and her

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by Supernatural_mani

by Supernatural_mani

Edwin
Edwin POV
A Boogie wit a Hoodie
Drowning ft. Kodak Black

I have no idea why I used this song for and imagine like this but this is my song, hope you like this song to.

I sat in the chair wondering what she could possibly be doing. Right now, at this one moment. My mind ran with questions still not over the fact that she is... Uhm, was mine. Letting the fact down that I might never be able to hold her again. As my name was being called repeatedly I still didn't pay attention. I looked straight ahead but yet my eyes weren't in the room. They where in my head seeing things I wished with all my soul where real.

" ED, Edwin. My boy. " Austin calls as Brandon and Nick shake me. And Zion waves his hands in front my face. I jump at the sudden waking motion. I look around at them and they sigh and laugh in relief. A relieving smile slowly slides along my face. As I think of could have happened if I would have stayed like that. I probably would have cried. Missing her so badly.

" Hey, buddy, did you just die or what. " Brandon asked with a huge smile on his face. I shake my head low and slowly as I look down at his hands.

" Boy, what's on your mind? " Zion says. I look up with furrowed eyebrows. And shake my head.

" Hey, I know there's something wrong. Your not using your words. " Zion says as he tries to coo me. I laugh a little as he folds his hands in his lap and crosses his legs like a legit therapist. I want to tell them but I don't want to sound like some bodies depressed ex. Even though I broke up with her.

" Bro talk my boy. I'm tired of head signals and giggles. I don't speak sign language. Talk dummy. Before I smack you. " Zion threatens. It's less intimidating and more funny so of course I break into laughter.

" My bad. I'm just tired. " I lie. But of course they see right through me. They all began looking at me with squinting eyes like ' boy I know your ass is lying ' looks, which makes me laugh even harder my mind begins to drift farther and father away from my thoughts. But they want to know, so my thoughts just pull me back.

" So are you gonna tell us or just laugh at our stupidity. " Brandon state using the word "stupidity" which makes the other shook. I can't stop myself from laughing, its to funny. When we all finally catch our breath I finally began to let them know what was happening.

" I just... Been thinking. About how bad I miss y/n. I don't even remember why I broke up with her. " I say as a mad and confused face settles on my own. They began to listen. Except...

" You know what I don't want to know. Why did we ever ask? " Nick says as he gets up to walk away. Making my heart sink further then it already was. I knew I shouldn't have said anything. But Brandon and Austin pulls him back down into the couch. Pointing into his face. Mouthing the words "no". I sigh as I prepare to continue.

" I sorry, I shouldn't have said anything. You should, uhm, forget about it. And so should I. " I got up and walk out the house. Shutting the door so hard behind me I can hear the wood splintering. Walking down the driveway shoving hands into my pockets. I reach the end of the drive way and see the most beautifulest thing in the world to me with some sleaze ball. He hold on to her waist as she walks. She begins to laugh and smile hard. I stop staring and lean against a pole and just scroll through my phone. But I constantly look up at her. I want to say something but she moved on. So should I. I begin to walk away. Before I hear my name being called and approaching foot steps. I turn around to see her beautiful hair bouncing up and down as she sprints to catch up with me. I put my phone in my pocket as to know what she has to say.

" Ed, uhm hey. I bet your wondering how that guy is. Don't worry he's my brother. " She says trying to reassure me that that's not her new guy.

" Don't look like your brother. Not the way he was touching you. " I ramble and mumble out but apparently she heard me. She looks in my eyes.

" Ed, that my brother. And I was around here cause was stoping to talk to you. I want to say. You didn't break up with me. You just needed space. No madder what you say. I'm not leaving. Your just stressed OK. Your mine and I'm yours. So let's go into that house and make sweet make up love. " She demands. Putting her small little hands into my back pocket. As she was talking my smile grew more and more. Those last words confirmed my love was still there. She was- is mine and I am hers. I kiss her and lick her bottom lip as she opens her mouth. I stop the kiss and save the rest of later. As I take her hand as we run into the house. She waves to her brother as she disappears into the house.

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Hey this is the next chapter it's not as good. I know, but I just didn't want to leave you guys hanging so here you go.