PrettyMuch Imagines

Eight/ Shut up

Austin
Austin's POV

    Her. My life.... My best friends.

    She sat down on the couch across from me. Laughing, making conversation between her and the boys. What they where talking about was kind of funny. But I had more serious things on my mind.

    I sat, looking over her every move and feature. When ever she crossed her legs. I knew. When ever she smiled a certain way or a certain expression made its way on to the light skin of her face. I knew. I held my hand up to my face trying to cover up the fact that I was watching her.

    She looked at me but I darted my eyes toward Edwin. To pretend I was indulged into the conversation. She liked him. Edwin, she liked Edwin. But I liked her.

     " Hey, Austin. I see you. Austin and Alessie (Al-es-ssie) siting in a tree K.I.S.S.I.N.G. " sung Brandon. Bobbing his big head to the beat. (This is Austin's POV, I had to make it seem like a boys pov. But I don't think his head is big.)

    " First comes love, " they all sung. My face began to burn red and I could feel my cheeks heat up. She looked over to me and saw that my face was red.

    " Austin, y-you ok. " She said tilling her head to the side. they were to busy singing to see my response. I shook my head, no. She stood up and took my hand. We walked into my room. She. Closed the door quietly behind her. I don't even think the boys notice us leave. I sat on my bed and layed back covering my ears. Trying to block out the sound of the boys singing it just made me mad. Not embarrassed. Alittle nerves.

    " SHUT UP " I yelled through the door making Alessie jump. She has never seen me like this. The singing stops but I can still here chatter and laughter.

    " Austin, what's wrong. Your not being active or goofy. You can tell me. " She told me rubbing my chest. I sat up laid my head down in my hands. And spoke softly. But it was muffled by my hands. She inched closer and closer so she could hear, but she couldn't.

    " Austin you have to talk to me. Not your hands. " She called out. I sat up looking forward I was to afraid of looking at her. I was to afraid of losing her.

    " I'm in love with you. I have been for the longest time. But you like Edwin. I can see it. It's so obvious. You only have friendly feeling for me and I- you don't know how hard it is. I sit here and cry sometimes but they never know. The pain in my chest of losing my chance to have you, to hold you, to love you at everytime of the day. And I would never want to let go. But you love Edwin. So, go. Go to him. " I said. Explaining how I felt to her. Trying to hold back to tears. But I was never good at that. I kicked off my shoes and crawled under the covers. Pulling them over my head. I couldnt stop thinking she would be his. In the morning, walking around in his clothes. At night making love to him.

     As I laid sniffling like a big a baby. I felt her weight raise off the bed. Then foot steps to the door. The nob began to turn. Then the door open and shut. She left. But she told me to tell her. So she shouldn't be mad.

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