Period [HYUNGWONHO]

054 "Reconciled"

Silence fell inside the car as Wonho and Hyungwon traveled their way back to Hyungwon's dorm.

Hyungwon is staring outside the window car, a lot of things are swimming on her mind and they seem to be drowning in the depth of her thoughts. Wonho who has been side-eyeing the girl notices the lack of emotions on her face. He reaches for Hyungwon's hand and the latter turns her head to him, startled by his sudden touch. Wonho only smiles at her as he squeezes her hand gently.

“I'm sorry if you have to think very hard because of me,” Wonho said, turning his gaze to the road. “I'm sorry if I only give you nothing but headaches.”

Once again, silence spreads in the atmosphere. Hyungwon didn't bother to respond or to just simply continue the conversation. Instead, she held Wonho's hand, filling the spaces between his fingers, making their hands lock in an intertwine.

Minutes pass by and they finally arrived in  front of Hyungwon's dormitory. Wonho tried to pull his hand from Hyungwon's tight grip but the girl didn't let go. She looks straight in Wonho's eyes and a smile flashes to her lips.

“You know what, I was actually thinking earlier that even a typical love story is not that easy to deal with if you're the main character.” Hyungwon chuckled but that doesn't seem to help Wonho erased the blue in his eyes. She sighs inwardly and her hand cups Wonho's face. She lifts the boy's gaze to look at him in the eye. She gently traces his cheekbone using her thumb. “It's the life who gave me the headaches and not you baby. Haven't you heard what I said earlier? You are my everything and that means you are precious to me and a precious little bunny like you supplies me the happiness I need to survive in life. Wonho, baby, always remember that I'm always and eternally thankful to you, okay? I love you,”

Hyungwon caresses Wonho's cheek to help the guy cheer up. The boy grabs her hand and nuzzles his cheek on it for it was the softest and warmest touch he ever felt. Hyungwon smiled again looking at Wonho being adorable like a bunny. She leans closer to him and gives Wonho a peck on his lips but Wonho hurriedly captures her lips and starts kissing her passionately. He kisses Hyungwon ever so softly and gently like he was preventing Hyungwon's lips not to break for it was so delicate.

Wonho eventually breaks the kiss for them to catch their breaths and his eyes,  that is shimmering in happiness, stares at the girl in front of him. He couldn't shape any words and any sentences because he feels too overwhelmed. He couldn't utter a word to express his feelings so he just did what he thinks is the perfect way to tell Hyungwon how happy he is.

He wraps Hyungwon in a warm and loving hug and his chest reels in an impossible rate. Wonho once again proves to himself that Hyungwon is not just someone he met for fuck but she is the one, the one whom he never thought that would help him to sort all things out. He's way beyond thankful that Hyungwon came to his life.

“Hyungwon,”

Hyungwon hums in reply while stroking Wonho's back.

“Please don't leave me,” and Wonho snuggles his face on the crook of Hyungwon's neck. He loves being this close to Hyungwon, being able to smell the natural scent of the female.

“I won't leave you Wonho,”

“Promise?”

“I promise,”

The two had a small conversation before Hyungwon finally got out of Wonho's car. She waves him goodbye and Wonho smiles at her as he starts the engine and takes his leave.

Hyungwon watches the car vanishes in her vision and when it was totally gone, she immediately fishes her cellphone out of the pocket of her jeans. She texted someone first before she went inside the dorm.

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“I'm sorry,” was the first thing Hyungwon said to her long time best friend, Hansol. He was the person Hyungwon texted earlier. She told him to meet her alone.

“I'm sorry for everything Hansol. I know you did nothing wrong to me, you only cared about me and,” Hyungwon downcast her gaze to the cheesecake, her favorite cheesecake that Hansol suggested to her when she visits the cafe for the first time. “you only love me.”

“I'm sorry.” she said once again pressing his lips into thin line.

Hansol glances at her and he knows, by Hyungwon's facial expression, that she was trying to control herself not to let her tears fall. He wanted to stretch out his hands to hug her like he always do when Hyungwon cries. He wanted to become someone that Hyungwon can lean on when she feels all blue. But he can't possibly be that person anymore.

“I... I actually don't want to forgive you yet.” Hansol tears his gaze to Hyungwon when the latter lifts her head. “Pero may bagay din akong gustong i-hingi ng sorry sayo.”

“W-wala ka namang ginawang mali ah,” Hyungwon muttered confuse.

“There are a lot of things I did wrong that you failed to notice Hyungwon,” he looked at Hyungwon only to meet her eyes. Damn, she has the most beautiful sad eyes he had ever seen in his life. “Noong una, kahit alam kong wala akong pag-asa ay pilit ko paring ipinagsiksikan ang sarili ko sayo. Pangalawa, hinayaan kong mahulog ako sa sarili kong ilusyon na mayroong tayo noong mga panahong wala si Wonho. Pangatlo, hindi dapat ako nakipagtalo kay Wonho at gumawa ng eksena kanina. At pang-apat, hindi dapat kita binibigyan ng bagay na ikasasakit mo sa ulo at higit sa lahat ay ikalulungkot mo. Sorry Hyungwon,”

The female who has been struggling on preventing herself not to cry has lost control and now tears starts to roll down through her cheeks.

“Ba-bakit,” she said, her voice is breaking. “Bakit hi-hindi mo magawang ma-magalit sa akin? Bakit hum-humihingi ka ng sorry?  Bakit? Bakit ganyan ka kabait!? ” Hyungwon's voice unexpectedly raises and it catches some of the customers attentions but they pay them no mind.

“Hyungwon, nakakalimutan mo na ba na ako ang best friend mo? Syempre hindi ako magagalit sayo at kung sa tingin mo mabait ako dahil lang sa hindi ko magawang magalit sayo? Pwes nagkakamali ka! Hindi mo lang alam kung gaano ko kinamumuhian si Wonho dahil sa kabila ng lahat ng kagaguhan niya ay sa kanya ka pa rin napunta. Sobra akong nagagalit sa kanya. Hindi ko alam kung anong meron siya na wala ako at ganun na lamang ang swerte niya sa sayo!”

“Hansol...”

“Pero Hyungwon, naniniwala ako na mawawala rin 'tong galit at sakit na nararamdaman ko. Atsaka hindi ka naman mawawala sa akin diba? Magkaibigan pa rin tayo, diba?”

Hyungwon nods in reply to Hansol. She can't help not to smile while her tears are continuously streaming down to her cheeks. God, she's lucky to have such friend like Hansol.

“Thank you Hansol. Mabuti na lang pala at ikaw ang bestfriend ko 'no,” Hyungwon chuckled, wiping her tears.

“Mabuti na lang talaga at ako,” Hansol responded jokingly and they both chuckled.

After an emotional and dramatic scene, the two finally had their evening end peacefully. No more heart breaks and no more hard feelings when they separated their way. Hyungwon goes back to her dorm with with no heavy heart. She plops herself on top of the bed, thinking all the things happened today and she suddenly feels so wear out.

Hyungwon grabs her phone on top of the bed side table. She texted Wonho a goodnight before finally snuggling comfortably on her bed. A sweet smile plastered on her lips as she drove to slumber. She dreams of butterflies, flowers birds and sunshines that night but little did she know that storm is about to come.

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A/N: Personally, nawiweirduhan ako sa story ko hahahaha but I hope you guys enjoyed the story haha. Hindi pa ito tapos btw, mayroon pang konting revelations hahaha so... uh, stay tune?? HAHAHA bye!