Some Where Over The Moon || Normila

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(Camila - 5:23)

Dnahh

Cn u com ovrr

(Dinah - 5:23)

Camila

What's wrong

(Camila - 5:23)

Pannc atakk

(Dinah - 5:24)

I'm omw

I sat on the bed, rocking back and forth. I didn't want to call Mani because I didn't want her to worry about her. But I had gotten to thinking about when my mom kicked me out, and how I left them in the dust, I just started panicking. For no reason either. I haven't worried about them ever before. But that didn't matter. What mattered was that I was having a panic attack and Dinah needed to get here yesterday.

Dinah got here after what seemed like forever. It was only about five minutes. "Mila! Where are you?", Dinah yelled through the house. Normani and her mom have been at the hospital all day filling out some last things from her grandma being there.

(Camila - 5:34)

Upstairs

I heard Dinah come running up the steps and then she barged into the room. "Mila.", she said with a sad voice before coming running over to me and wrapping me in a hug. I cried harder then I had ever cried before. One because I hate panic attacks. But two because Dinah had come even though I had left her in the dust, too. Ever since I met Mani, I had left everyone. Or at least stopped talking to them. I don't know what Dinah is up to. I kind of forgot about Ally. And Lauren is probably happy i'm not bothering her anymore.

I cried for another half an hour i'd have to say. Dinah sat with me the whole time and told me it was gonna be okay. I don't know why but she was always able to calm me down. I mean I guess it's because she has been through everything with me and she knows what helps me relax.

"You okay, Milz?", she asked still rubbing my back. "Yeah, I think so. I don't know what happened." She helped me sit up and wiped my face. "It's okay. All that matters is that your okay now." There was a loud, fast knock on the door and I jumped. Normani isn't supposed to be back for another hour or so. I looked at Dinah with big, angry eyes. "I'm sorry, I had to text her, Milz.", she said with guilt. "I told you not to!", I yelled getting up and running into the bathroom, locking the door behind me.

I heard Dinah leave the room and get the door. "Where is she? Is she okay? What happened?", I heard Normani yell from downstairs. I suppose Dinah told her I was up here cause she came running up the stairs and into the room. "Camila!", she said outside the bathroom door, "Open the door.", she tried. "No. I'm fine, leave me alone." She sighed. "Mila, please open the door.", she almost cried. I felt bad so I walked to the door and unlocked it. She almost barged in and closed it behind her. She wrapped me in a hug and squeezed me so tight. I hugged her back as tight as I could.

"Why didn't you text me?", she asked as we sat down on the bed. "I can't type right when I have those." "Call me?" "I can't talk either." Both of those were true but they were mostly excuses. I just didn't want her to see me like that. I literally look like a dying tomato. And it's not cute. "Well, next time it happens, don't text Dinah. Text me hoe.", she laughed as she continued to play with my hair. "What's wrong with her textin me?", Dinah asked in a joking voice. "You just text me when it happens." She argued with a true statement. I actually want to see this debate. "Yes, you are correct. But when she tells you she looks awful, she ain't kidding. No offence Mila." I looked at her like I was about to pounce. "Relax, Mila. I think your adorable no matter what.", Normani smiled.

My head turned towards Dinah with wide eyes. "Are you guys...", Dinah trailed. And when Normani and I smiled even harder she started to freak out. "You guys are dating! Omg Camila why didn't you tell me! Omg ya'll are cute, #adorbs we gonna go on double dates.", Dinah continued on and on and Normani and I just laughed. "Wait, double dates with who?", I asked. "Hey! I have a girlfriend. She just doesn't come around often.", Dinah said in a quiet voice. "Aww, it's okay D. We still love ya the same. Just cause you ain't gettin laid means nothin.", I laughed. She slapped me and walked out of the room.

I turned to Mani and kissed her cheek, smiling at her. She smiled back a gave me a kiss on the cheek, too. Then I gave her another one. And then she gave me another one. We did that for about 5 minutes before we got tired and fell asleep in each others arms.