Welcome To My Odd Mind

To a good friend

Dear Pixel,

          I can see you aren't exactly at your best...and I'll be fairly blunt here. I know how you feel. Friendship can be really hard sometimes, I know this very well. I've lost a few friends due to fights, mostly due to the fact that - just like in your situation - I found out they weren't real friends, and only hung around because they found it necesary.

Can I tell you something else? Ignore them. If they aren't actually there for you, if they aren't REAL friends, then don't bother with them. I figured that out over time, and look at me!

I'm a crazy mess of a person with very strange things about me ._. Scratch that.

I LET THEM take over. I let them be there even though they were never really friends. They backstabbed me, left me for dead, and I broke myself. Don't do that, DEAR GOD don't.

And another thing, I hope you know that - no offense to anyone but - girls can be a bit hard to deal with sometimes. Mood shifting, mental/emotional situations, ect. Girls seem to be fairly hard to be friends with sometimes. I would know, I am one.

Okay, I'm starting to not make sense so I'll cut straight to the damn chase. The real friends you have are the ones who stick up for you when you're feeling down, not the ones who make you feel down, or the ones that push you down further. If you let them stick around in your life, they'll only make you a living mess. I made that mistake.

And I would do anything to make sure you don't get hurt the way I did, or in anyway at all.

                                                   ~Psychotix Chaos Electron, Psych.