I Guess We'll Never Know (adopted by fob)✔

Twenty

Ty
I heard all breathing stop for a second. "What the hell?" I giggled quietly and stood up, making little to no noise as I collected my things. "I mean honestly, I have hidden time and time again and the police have never looked here, saying it's abandoned." I jumped down from the back where the boys stood. "Always been right here." I patted the tree and took in the boys faces. "You were in that damn thing the whole time? I swear to god after what Ollie said I freaked out." "First of all this thing is basically a vacation home. And Ollie was lying. I never said that." I hoisted my backpack up on my shoulder. Sleeping against a wall is uncomfortable and causes aches that I never thought I could get. The boys seemed to get over their initial shock and they all wrapped their arms around me in a hug. I squeezed out of the hug and Pete grabbed my shoulder. "What the hell were you thinking? You could've been kidnapped!" "I wasn't though and I warned you. You tried pulling that bullshit on me and I know for a fact that it was only out of anger. Which you should control by the way." He glared at me. "Tyler this is a serious ass matter. Don't you even act like this is funny." "I'm not acting in any way. I am simply acting calm and normal. And this is kinda funny. You could've looked up there last night, but did you? Nope!" "Ugh why do you have to be such a smartass?" "Ask yourself. Part of me is you." Andy chuckled from behind me. "She is right Petey, you're a smartass." "Let's just go home dammit. Ty you're off the hook for the boyfriend but you are not allowed out of the house unless you're with someone. And next tour time, you're with us." I shrugged. "Traveling and seeing you be a dumbass on stage, I'm all for it." He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and we walked to the car together.

After a nice long shower, I am sitting on my bed with Ollie. Pete made us keep the door open though. "You idiot, you told them I was going to be out of state by the weekend." He shrugged. "I figured that wherever you went, you didnt want to be found unless you showed yourself." I slapped the back of his head. "Just be lucky I did decide to come out." He rubbed the back of his head and kissed my cheek. "So are you seriously on house arrest?" I shook my head. "I have to be with someone. I am not allowed anywhere near a forest though." He chuckled and reached behind me for the TV remote. "Tony is so mad at you. He got a call from Pete asking if you were with me and when he said no, Pete started to freak out." I laughed and shook my head at the thought. "I did scare the shit out of him. I had myself convinced I was alone and that no matter what anyone said I was always going to be alone. I was really hurt when he freaked out over something so stupid. Sure I shouldnt have said it but he really crossed the line. I know hes sorry, but I just keep thinking that he meant it."

"Ty, how long has this been going on?" "I dont know about a year or two." He sighed and pulled me into a cuddling position. "I saw the same thing happen with Tony. Ty you need to tell Pete." "I dont want to. He doesnt need to worry about my issues." Ollie shook his head. "Ty, this could turn really bad quickly. I didnt notice it until Tony tried committing. Get help or I will get it for you." I pulled away from the position we were in. "You cant just do that. I don't want or need help Oliver." He flinched at the full use of his name. "I'm going home. Call me when you come to your damn senses." He pushed himself off my bed and stalked upstairs. I groaned and laid back on my bed. I stared at the wall blankly. Do I really need help or is it just him overreacting? "Ty, its dinner time." I didn't say anything, just pushed myself off the bed. "Is Ollie okay, he didnt stay for dinner." "He was overreacting about something and I snapped at him." Pete looked at me and kept his eyes boring into mine." I know that look. You want to ask about something but you dont want to hear the answer. Spill." I shrugged. "I cant help but notice how sad I get at times and how even though I know youre sorry, you meant every word you had ever said when were fighting. Ive only known this band and more importantly you for like 4 months and I cant help but notice that I cant just find the happiness I want to feel. The emptiness that I feel when there is no one but me. Feeling so damn lonely in a crowded room."

The room was uncomfortably quiet for a moment. "How long have you felt this?" "About two years." "And you never said anything? It couldve gotten serious, Ty depression runs in our family. I have it, your mom suffered from it." Pete looked really scared. "Have you ever done something to harm yourself?" I shook my head. "I never felt the urge to. Though I do feel insecure but never like I have to not eat." He nodded and he seemed less scared. "How often are you anxious?" "Um...I have been diagnosed with social anxiety, though not as mild as it is now, I have had a few panic attacks. Not in the 4 months weve together. If youre asking if I have ever pushed anyone away or ran from social situations, I have."