chapter 1

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by ishayla

by ishayla

                                    
                                              I was watching tv , home alone . Then the door opened . I look who it is .. then I sigh . 
                          "SO YOU'RE NOT GONNA SAY GOOD AFTERNOON TO YOUR FATHER?!" my dad yells as he grabs me by my neck . There's no oxygen going to my lungs and he won't let go when I claw at his arm . 
                          "Please let go." I manage to get out .
                          "I'm getting fucking sick and tired of your attitude having ass!" He says as he punches me in my face with the other hand . Then he drops me on the floor . 
                          "Yes daddy." I say hoping he won't do anything else . I know what you're thinking , how are you 17 and getting wbu see by your own dad . I would fight back but I tried before .. it didn't work . If only my mom knew .. she would protect me . But he threatens me not to tell her so I don't .. I keep to myself . He doesn't just abuse me . When it's time he'll try to touch me or rape me . That's when I leave but when I come back I have to be ready to get a beating for leaving without asking . 
                          My dad leaves and goes to his bedroom . I look at my self in the mirror I'm lighskin & the bruises show easy , I study my face . I can see a new bruise already . Nothing a little make up can't fix . I go in my room and get my phone . I got one text . 
                          Dav : You ok? 
                          Me : I think so ..
                          But deep down I know I'm not cause my dad , my life , everything so far is the worst .