Soul Eater: Crystals, Stars and Bullets

Chapter 16 - Bipolar like a B*tch

~Yanade's POV~

"Yanade!"

Never have I ever wanted to kill someone this bad. Ever.

"Yanade!"

"F*cking b*tch thinks she's so good," I gritted my teeth "Wait 'til I (beep) her (beep) with her own (beep). She'll be so f*cking--"

"Yanade!" Suki screamed.

"What!?" I screamed back.

It's bad enough I "have" to run back to go get Maka and Soul but I have to deal with Suki's sh*ts too?! No way in hell, motherf*cker!

"You're scaring people!" She replies, holding a shaking Black star and a wild Itchii behind her, equally scared.

I raised my eyebrow and sighed. "Well," I started.

"What do you suggest we do?"

"Uhm," she sarcastically say "I dunno, do as she says?"

"It'd be a trap, st*pid!" I say.

"But going there on our own is even more dangerous!" She countered.

"I don't care!" I shouted, eyes black with rage. "They took Tyshi and God-knows-who-else! I don't wanna lay here, playing tea party with men--"

"Hey!" Itchii and Blackstar butted.

"--while my friends are being de-boned as we speak!" I carried on.

Silence.

Itchii cleared his throat. "You know I'm the one who wants to go and run to Tyshi's the most--" he started.

"No I don't!" I put my arms at my hips.

"Fair enough. But seriously man, calm down and think about it for a while, okay?"

". . ." I sighed queitly and relaxed my shoulders, looking down. "But..."

Here we go again. Bloody images of Tyshi calling out for help.

While being drilled by that Trina woman.

And there's nothing I can do to stop her.

But try and NOT think of any of those happening.

But I'm doing it anyway.

Argh.

Slowly, very slowly, Itchii forced himself to stand up and reach out to put his hand on my shoulder. He stopped mid-way through and debated on whether or not he would be punched in the face (by me) but went and did it anyway.

When his hand landed, he closed his eyes and waited for impact. Which I was too paranoid to do.

He opened his eyes, and relaxed a bit. "You okay?"

I faced him head-on.  "I'm not the one you should be worried about."

"Right now, you're top priority."

"I'm..."

I sighed, slightly dizzy.

"I'm tired." He looked at me worriedly. "...of shouting non-stop."

He relaxed a little and so did everyone else, Suki...and Black star too.

". . ."

"I'm sorry for scaring you guys--" I started.

"No sh*t." Black star says, still not trusting any sudden movemont from me.

I laugh. "Yeah, yeah. I was just...angry. And suddenly...y'know..."