Keeping Each Other

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The silence in this place is deafening. She just staring into my eyes without saying anything. She has been accusing me of cheating. I finally said something about it and she's surprised.

"I was right all along right?" she asked quietly.

"No. I never cheated on you with Mercy. Mercy and I had a boss and employee relationship and I liked her because she takes her job seriously."

"Then who is it?" she asked sternly.

"For the record Jules, I had never cheated before you accused me." my hands were shaking. I really don't know how she's going to react. "I was completely faithful, but after that argument we had that day, I felt distrusted the house that day, I was angry and I got drunk. I met an old friend who's Now divorced and... "

"and you had sex with her." she cut my sentence.

"Jules, I regret it. I purely do. I couldn't even look at you in the face. It broke my heart when you knelt down and begged to be forgiven when I know I had also committed, I had indeed done what caused a rift between us."

"Do you love her? Or did you feel anything for her??"

Her breathe became heavy and I knew she was trying her best to control her self from an outburst.

"I swear to you, with my life. It was purely physical. There was no emotions involved, it was a stupid mistake. A mistake I'll probably regret for the rest of my life if you don't forgive me."

"Was it really that bad?? Was I really that bad? To the extent that you couldn't control the urge. You just wanted to do it and you didn't care who??"

I reached for her hands and she flinched.
She isn't going to let go of this easily. Did I do wrong to tell her??

"You have to understand, it has nothing to do with what I feel down there." I said pointing to my groin. "It's in the head." My voice is starting to break but I have to hold my self. I'm a man! "You didn't have time for me anymore, you didn't trust me as your husband. I wanted you to spend time with me not because you have to or because you need to but because you want to. Because you want me around. We hardly communicate. Our present communication revolves around the kids, work and food. For crying out loud Jules, we use to be best friends. Now I'm feeling like I'm not as Important to you anymore. You changed."

"So you watched me drift away and you just let it slide? You should have told me. You should have talked to me."

"I tried. But you made it seem like I was over demanding."

"even though." she paused. Then continued; "So you said it was purely physical?? No feelings involved."

"I swear to you."

"Is that how she sees it too? Or that's just how you feel?" she asked.

Sincerely, I told her it was a mistake and that it meant nothing to me. And since that day, we haven't seen each other. I don't really know how she feels about it.

"I don't know." I answered her sincerely.

"So she is the one you've been spending all your nights with??"

Typical Juliet.

She wants to know every single detail.

"No! It was a one time thing I told you. Juliet, I prefer to be with you at your worse than to spend my time with Ada at her best. You're my wife and I love you. I love you completely. I'm yours."