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Warning! If you are not into suicide stuff do NOT read this chapter!

{NOT UPDATED}

(Play song! ☝🏼️🎵)
In my opinion the movie was great, but the twins both fell asleep, they were heavy sleepers so it took me a while to actually wake them up.

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We were home late, and when we immediately opened the door, their mom is standing there with her arms crossed, she then gave both the twins a huge frown.

"Bianca, sorry if the twins put you in trouble, you can head upstairs" Lisa said giving me a very calm voice. I shake my head in confusion "But-"

She then pointed to where the stairs were and I just nod and headed upstairs to my room. I got the twins in trouble, its my fault. I could hear them yelling from downstairs, I know Ethan and Grayson would be mad at me, and they would probably beat me up when their mom goes to bed.. I put my head under my pillow and started screaming for some reason.

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I then hear the door open. I threw the pillow at the end of the bed and I saw both of them, standing there with cold, dark eyes. Ethan gives Grayson a nod signalling him to pin me down the wall. Grayson started to say some really hurtful words. Tears rolled down my cheeks, and I ask them to stop. But they wouldn't.

Why would they do this? I thought we were all fine..

"Its your fault!" Grayson yells at me and slaps me, which left a stinging red mark on my left cheek. Ethan looked up at me with regret. Grayson started to slap me more which made both of my cheeks red and they both have Grayson's handprint on it. Ethan pulled Grayson away from me and told him to go. Ethan looked at me with tears in his eyes. He tried to grab my wrist but I snatch it away.

"Leave me alone Ethan.." I said looking away from him with tears rolling down my cheeks rapidly. He shakes his head and took my wrist, he looked at my wrist and there were the scars from the cuts I had, he grabbed my chin and made me turn to look at him. His eyes lost colours, it was all dark, it was hazel, but its pure black.

"I-Im sorry Bianca I-" I give him a frown, "fucking leave me alone!" I yell at him and pushed him away from me.

"Go!" I pointed to where my door was. I then started to run to where the bathroom was, Ethan saw me and he knew what I was gonna do, he tried to catch me, but he was too late..

I locked the bathroom door and took a razor. I then started to cut myself "This one is for trusting them, this one is for believing them, this is for caring for them, and this for being alive." I cut after I say those words, I want to be away. I want to be gone. I slowly stood up very weakly, I then opened the cabinet and took pills, I looked at it for a while, I know what I am doing, and why Im doing this. I slowly took the cap off and took about 5-10 pills.

I took a big breath and I was shaking terribly, I dropped one pill on the ground because of me shaking. I picked it up slowly and sat there. I look at the pills while I was crying, I heard really loud knocks on the door, I heard Ethan and Grayson yelling my name out.

"What am I going to do Grayson!?" Ethan said with pain in his voice. I then put the pills in my mouth and swallowed it. I cant handle all of this pain anymore.

"Bianca!"

"Bianca!"

"Bianca please! Open the door!"

My vision started to blur a little, and all I could hear from them is them muffling my name. The pills were kicking in and I was ready to be gone, gone forever, away from all of this. It was hard but... I had to do it. All I could say is that.. I love them very much, I will cherish all the memories we had together. All the fun things we did. Our childhood together.. I'll miss them so much. I then wipe the tears in my eyes and took a big breath.

"I-Im sorry.." I slowly laid there on the cold floor, knowing that its the end for me, and for everything.

My vision then started to fade slowly, I felt my whole body go weak, and then my vision went to nothing but black...

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Omg sorry for the wait..

Next chapter will probably be coming soon...

~Nicole 💕

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