ᴏɴᴇ ᴅᴀʏ // ᴅᴏʟᴀɴ ᴛᴡɪɴs

⚠️ THE LAST CHAPTER ⚠️

( you can play the song above, but if you have a sadder song that you prefer listening to, then please use that instead!)

Last day. Its my last day in this world.

I cry to myself again, I walk out of the house and look around. Its my last time seeing this view too. And its the last time of me seeing the people that I love.

To be honest, I did hate living in this damned, messed up world. But I also can't say I didn't enjoy living for at least a bit.

"Hey, thought I'd find you here." A voice behind me says, I immediately wipe my tears and I turn around, it was Grayson.

"Hey."

he hands me a cup of hot chocolate, I take it and it made my hand warm already. "its beautiful out huh?" he sips and smiles at me. The strong wind suddenly start to spill some of my hot chocolate causing me to groan.

"yeah it is.. I guess,, but I heard its gonna rain today, not sure what time though." I hug myself because of the cold breeze hitting my skin.

"Lets go inside." Grayson grabs my hand, causing me to smile a little but I managed to hide it. He still manages to make me feel such things. I hate him but love him for it.

-

I look into the mirror one last time and was still disappointed with how I am. Or who I am. When am I ever gonna start loving myself?

I look at the clock and it was already 4:13 PM. My heart aches and I start to cry again.

I can't believe I'm going to do this. I can't believe I'm leaving the people that loved me for almost my whole life. But isnt ending it better than having to suffer?

I unlock my bedroom door and I run away. Grayson would know where I am.

-

I start to climb up the stairs, which was taking me minutes but I don't mind. Once i reach to my destination, I open the metal door slowly and here I was. The place where I've always wanted to be.

The rooftop.

I walk to the edge and look down. Just by looking down immediately sent shivers down my spine.

I sit down and look up. Little raindrops were dropping onto my face and body.

I look at my watch and it was almost time.

4:56 PM.

I spend one of my last minutes remembering all of the memories we had.

"ethan what the heck?" grayson groans as he wipes the pancake mix off of his face. he giggles right after. lisa stands there and smiles at the three of us just being little goof balls.

"alright, alright. we better clean up or else we wont be eating anything!" lisa claps her hands and helps us clean ourselves. i look around to be faced with the mess we made.

-

"gray?" i knock and all i can hear inside his room were his muffled sobs, ethan was sleeping. completely clueless.

he didn't answer so i just came in, seeing him like this broke me. his face was buried into his hand and he was crying.

"what happened?" i sit right next to him, stroking his back. soothing him a little.

"jimmy just died" he cries.