ᴏɴᴇ ᴅᴀʏ // ᴅᴏʟᴀɴ ᴛᴡɪɴs

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December 27th
Its my birthday. Im 15 now, Same age as Grayson and Ethan. At least Grayson's and Ethan's mom greeted me. I felt happy. Thats all I wanted from a person. But, Im still not happy due to the fact, nothing will ever make me mentally happy.

I started getting ready, I put my hair up in a messy bun and wore a nude crop top and black leggings with rips on it. I enjoy those kinds of outfits.

I walked to school alone.. I used to walk with Grayson and Ethan. But I don't need to worry about them right now.

I was at the front entrance of our school. But the lights were turned off, is there no school? I stood still, confused, but then it was starting to get cold, so I pushed the door..The doors are open..?

Thats weird, I thought. When I walked in, when I felt the warm air, I sighed.

I opened my phone for light. When i did that.. Eveyone surprised me...this has never happened before which I thought was strange. Confettis surrounded me, and everyone said "HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIANCA!"

I saw Grayson and Ethan walking up to me. Oh god. What are they gonna do...

They both smiled at me and said
"Happy birthday Bianca" they both put their arms around me and smiled at everyone.

When everyone else went to go back to their classrooms. I was stuck with Grayson and Ethan. They both grinned at each other. I knew what was going to happen, my thoughts were taking over my mind again. Before I knew they would do something that would hurt me, I ran away, and went back home. I slipped a few times because of the icey sidewalk. I went to go and pack everything. I just can't handle this anymore, I wrote a note for the person that only cared about me. Grayson's and Ethans mom. Just like in the past. It was hard to leave all the memories we had in the past. But I can't have another duplicate of my past.

The note said:
You're probably confused right now, but I just want to say Thank you so much for taking care of me, you meant so much to me. stuff has been happening to me, and those stuff are making me feel miserable. Don't worry, I will survive by my own, I will try and find my parents. By the way,Please tell Grayson and Ethan that I am leaving for good. And also, I promise that I will visit you at some time. You were like a mother to me, but the thing is, I still cant consider your sons' my brothers, they're more than brothers to me, they mean a lot to me, this might've sounded embarrassing, so please don't tell them. Lisa, I thank you so much for everything you've done, you made me feel special when I was on the edge on giving up and thinking I'm worthless as ever.
~ Bianca.

I hope Grayson and Ethan will remember all the things they did to me. Maybe they will soon regret it. Its freezing cold. I don't know where to go. But it's better than being around with morons that breaks you.

Grayson's POV (Point Of View)
I am excited to go back home and greet Bianca normally, I also want to say sorry to her for all the things I did, its the best that I can do. It is her birthday after all, and I guess, me and Ethan haunted her all her life, I want things to change.

School is over. I wonder what Bianca is doing at home right now..probably just in her bedroom crying.. thinking about that made me frown. I'm such a horrible person.

I waited for Ethan so we could walk together. He randomly started talking about Bianca, I didn't know he had feelings for her. Ethan has no chance for Bianca I thought.

"Grayson..I like her..I still do..I know I don't have a chance, I'll keep it a secret until.." He stopped for a moment and stared at the ground for a few seconds and looked backed at me "I'll keep it a secret until a certain day comes."

I honestly felt really weird when he said "He likes her" it kind of made me make a weird look on my face, more like a cringe look.

Honestly. I started gaining feelings for her when we first met, but I hid all my feelings. I remember her crying when she went inside the car. I even remember staring at her for a long time. She was gorgeous. I couldn't stop thinking about her at that time. Watching her sleeping inside the car was the cutest thing I've seen. I'm pretty lucky I saw all those. I even helped my mom pick her up, I was like a tomato when I was carrying her with my mom. I probably sound like a creep.

Ethan yelled "GRAYSON"
"What?! holy shit-" I yell back

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We were both laughing until we reached the house. We stopped when we saw a note on the door. I know its from Bianca, I can see her name clearly at the bottom. Fuck..What have we done..

I read everything out loud, I felt a sharp pain in my heart, I felt tears in my eyes. Ethan is crying. We both regret everything. I'm slurring all my words i can't even talk properly anymore. I didn't know one note can change everything.

Ethan's POV
I want to go look for her and tell her to come back to us. I don't want her to leave.. I know we both treated her like shit. And I regret it and I know Grayson does too. I have to look for her. We have to look for her. I love her, and I don't want to be without her.

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