I sat there once again in bed.
Mum and the boys left me in my room, mum offered to bring me lunch, but I told her I wasn't hungry and just needed some sleep.
I've never been so crazy in my life. Never been so sad, depression, in anger. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. It's just a sudden sadness dwelling over me, and it feels dreadful!
I need to get away. You'd feel like this to if you were locked in your room for weeks, not being able to move. I swear, If I stay in here any long, I'll have to be sent to a mental hospital!
I clutched my fists together, I'm loosing it again..
I sighed, I need to go. Just get out for a little bit, enjoy the fresh air again.
I slowly got out of bed, grabbing my side, feeling more pain rush in me.
Fuck!
I walked towards the door, opening it slowly.
I slowly tiptoed towards the staircase, looking down to make sure no one was near.
I softly walked down the stairs.
As I hit the last step, I looked around.
They must've all gone outside.
I quickly walked towards the front door, dropping a note on the ground for them.
Mum,
I've gone out to finally enjoy some fresh air. It's so lonely in a bedroom that seemed so big once, but now is so tiny.
You leaving me in there has be going crazy! I can't handle it anymore!
I don't know when I'll return, but don't worry.
I'll be fine.
Love,
Chelsea Austin XXXX
I slowly closed the door, making sure not to make a peep. Looking around the front garden, I found my bicycle.
Must be less harmful than walking with blood, huh?
I skipped towards the bike, slowly getting onto.
I turned the bike around, peddling fast, away from home.
See you sometime, lovely.
I blew a kiss to my home.
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I biked towards the park on the other side of the school.
I suddenly slammed on my bike brakes to a sight I shouldn't have seen.
Timothy kissing another girl?
I gasped, tears filling up in my eyes.
I threw my bike to the ground.
Holding my bleeding side, I stomped towards Timothy.
"TIMOTHY!" I yelled, angry.
The girl and Timothy jumped, breaking from their kiss.
Tim's eyes widened as he saw me.
"C-c-Chelsea?"
"Yes, Chelsea. It's me, your girlfriend" I said, grinding my teeth.
