All night all I could think about was him, Timothy.
Our kiss replayed in my mind, the fireworks going off. It was bliss, it was perfection.
I smiled as I walked down the stairs, greeting to a new day.
"Well, Hello there Ms. Austin" Freddie smirked at me.
I rolled my eyes, "Hey, Fred."
"I'm glad you had a wonderful time with Timothy..." He smirked again.
"Don't worry, darling. I won't tell your mum" He whispered.
I smiled a little, "Thanks, Fred." He nodded.
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"Derrick has been acting crazy lately, I have no idea what the hell is going on with him.." Sami said, as we walked to school.
I looked at her eyes, She, herself was going crazy about this.
"Talk to him" I suggested, I knew that was a stupid idea since he never wants to talk about personal problems.
Sami shook her head, "No, he won't talk at all. He's just so... aggressive.."
"And when is he not?" I sarcastically stated.
Sami sighed, "I don't know. I think I might break up with him, for good."
This, was a first. Sami breaking up with Derrick, I mean. Usually it's the other way around, but I'm glad she's gaining some sense back.
"When will you talk to him?" I got excited a little. She's actually letting go!
She sighed again, "I don't know.. I'll try tomorrow morning at school" She shrugged.
Damn, why not sooner?
"Because Chelsea, he's different. I don't know how to explain it, but he takes things much differently" Sami said.
Shit, I must've thought out loud.
"Alright, I understand. I'll be there though, next door, of course."
Sami nodded. Things are finally changing.
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I smiled, already blushing as I sat next to Timothy.
He smiled, "So... What does this make us?" He asked.
I shrugged, "Let's go on a few more dates and we'll see.." I smiled.
Tim pouted, "Awww..." He put one arm around me.
"Damn" He mumbled, causing me to chuckle.
"Then let's go out tonight!" He suggested.
I sighed, "I can't, maybe tomorrow?"
"Aw, why can't you?" He sighed.
"My mum wants me home after school for at least once a week" I chuckled.
"Damn..." Timothy mumbled again.
I looked around, making sure no one would see this, I kissed Tim's cheek.
"That's for being cute in making an effort" I whispered.
He blushed, "At least I tried and still got some action"
I playfully slapped his arm, he laughed.
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"Ah, Chelsea! I'm so glad your home for once this week!" Mum said, hugging me.
I smiled, "Of course, it's relaxing just to be at home for once." She smiled.
"Good, good.."
"Now that your home you can finally practice your music!" Mum cheered.
I sighed, "Okay, okay. I'm on it..."
I started to walked up stairs. Must remember my B7 chord at least..
"Chelsea, darling! Where is that boy of yours?" Freddie called.
I blushed, "We're just friends and I feel like being alone today." I admitted.
"Mhm.. 'Alone' Just thinking about him. I know how it is, while your up there you could even write us a love song!" He joked.
I smirked, "We'll see.." I continued to walk up the stairs.
"Chelsea! Phone for you!" Mum called from downstairs.
I groaned, running back down the stairs, taking the phone.
"Hello?" I irritatingly answered.
"Chels? Hey, it's Sami. Look, about tomorrow, I have no idea what to tell Derrick!" Sami panicked.
I sighed, "Tell him everything you feel about the relationship and don't hold back, Sami. Just end it, no matter what he says. I can tell you're done with him, Sami. So, tell him that. Give him reasons and if you want to be a little nice, then be gentle with him. Or offer to be friends or something." I suggested.
After a moment of silence Sami spoke.
"Alright... Alright.. Sounds good, Chels, Thanks!" She quickly hung up.
I guess she's taking this time to draw out her plan for tomorrow morning. I honestly couldn't wait for tomorrow, not because I'm going on a date with Timothy, but because Sami will finally be free.
That gave me the idea.
I want to break free. I started to write down.
I want to break free.
I want to break free from your lies
You're so self satisfied I don't need you.
I've got to break free.
God knows, God knows I want to break free.
I smiled at my words.
"Hey, Chels. I thought you went up stairs?" John walked in.
I shook my head, "Nah, Sami called and now I got inspired.." I trailed off.
John looked at my notebook, picking it up.
"I want to break free?" He started reading my notes.
He nodded, smiling, "I like it."
I smiled, "Really?"
"Yeah, hold on. Let me go get Fred" John put my notebook down, calling Freddie to come in.
John and Freddie walked in, Freddie instantly grabbed my notebook, reading my lyrics.
Freddie as well smiled, "This is brilliant so far, Chelsea!" He commented.
I blushed, "Thanks.."
Freddie started singing my lyrics, trying to figure out a melody.
Until he got it, singing slowly.
I want to break free.
I want to break free.
I want to break free from your lies, you're so self satisfied. I don't need you.
I've got to break free.
God knows, god knows I want to break free.
I smiled, "That was beautiful, Fred!"
He smiled, "Thanks, darling. You should finish this song and give it to us for the next album. It's really brilliant" He suggested.
"Alright, will do" I nodded.
Freddie left but John stayed.
"I think I can finish that for you, Chels. Only if you want me to" John stated.
I smiled, "Thanks, John. Go ahead, I can't think much anymore" I handed him my notebook.
He smiled, "Thanks" He walked off writing.
I sat there, nodding. Got that settled at least.
