Somewhat
"I'm late, I think I need one" I say holding up the pregnancy box.
"Bitch you play so much" Lula say and we burst out laughing.
She had to do house shopping, I had nothing better to do so I came along.
"So… Killa kept me company last night" I tell her, as we walk through the aisle.
"Why" she asks while throwing two boxes of toothpaste in her buggy.
"Because he my baby daddy" I state, laughing but the seriousness on her face ends my laughter, sighing "we were rated G, just ate some food and watch t.v, he went home and I went to bed" I add.
"Y'all just need time, that's all I think. Once that baby gets here all that back and forth bitch this, hoe that, pussy nigga what… gotta stop" she state.
"I never called him a pussy nigga" I say, the old white lady passing us gasps and I burst out laughing. "Excuse my French" I tell her, she smiles and walk away. That's one more thing to add to the list of things that white people, think of blacks.
"That's not the point, the point is when y'all good y'all great, but when y'all bad it's hell burst open" she explain "Y'all need room work on communication and how to communicate with all that loud, cursing carrying on"
"I understand I been thinking the same thing, I mean when we good we A1 like last night we ain't argue no nothing. Buuut… He do got him a little girlfriend or whatever you know" I tell her, while throwing a couple of smell good candles in the buggy.
"Ya Kailey told me, ya met her, is they serious or nah" she asks, while also smelling some candles.
"Nah, I ain't meet her, ion know her name, ion know what she look or smell like" I tell her, she laughs but I'm so serious I know nothing about this chick.
"Well them are things you need to talk to him about, you need to meet the chick. Just in case y'all don't work out and they do. You'll know who your baby will be around" she explain, she puts a couple candles in the buggy also.
I nod, knowing she is right. If he is really feeling her, I need to know what type of chick she is.
After we finish shopping Lula drops me off home, and I start me and peanut dinner. My mother got her groove back, she started talking to some ol'man she met at the church. They went on a date tonight.
She has abandon me for the last time, I need my mommy home.
As I'm putting the fish in the oven, the door bell goes off. Looking at the monitor screen I see it's Killa, I wasn't expecting him but happy he came.
"I'm coming" I say into the mic, before waddling to the door.
I open the door, and he holds up a a pint of cheesecake ice cream which is my favorite ice cream.
"You trying to get me fat huh?" I say smiling.
"If you don't want it… shiiiit" he say about to walk off with my ice cream, I grab his arm stopping him.
"Don't be salty" I say causing him to laugh, he walks in and I close the door behind him.
I walk back to the kitchen with Killa following me. "Where Ma at?" he asks seating at the island.
"She had a date tonight" I state grabbing two spoons. I hand one to Killa and I open the ice cream digging in. Once the ice cream touch my lips I start to dance it is so delicious, food makes me happy.
"You a fat ass" he say laughing while eating some ice cream also.
"Don't blame me it's peanut fault" I pout.
