Killa P.O.V
Always go wit your first mind, if my pops didn't teach me shit else he taught me that.
I knew it was a bad ideal from the fucking moment I agreed to it, but I still went wit it to make Jenn happy.
Now she laid up in a dam hospital bed again, but this time she might not make it.
Three bullets, she caught three bullets. Two to the chest dam near piercing her heart one more inch and she would have been gone, plus one to the left arm.
Not one fucking bullet hit me, not fucking one. The pain and guilty I'm feeling is worse than death. God much think this is funny, I always knew he had a sense of humor. First my seed, and now the love of my life is one her death bed fighting for her life and ain't shit I can do about.
I deserved them bullets, all the pain and hurt I put her through.
Why I'm I still here? It's only by the grace of God, and by the grace of God is Jennifer going to pull through this with out any long term damages.
"You wanna see her now?" Jennifer mother asks me with tears in running down her cheeks. That's one thing I absolutely hate, to see a women cry.
I hate it, when my pops beat my mama ass and left us to fin for ourselves. I hate it, when I made Jenn cry with my lies and cheating. I hate it, now because the tears coming from her face are the tears of fear. Fear that her daughter, the same daughter I plan to marry one day might not make it. I hate that shit, I hate tears, I hate not knowing, I hate fear, and I hate that nigga Jaden.
But only one of those things can I fix, and being at the depressing hospital ain't fixing shit.
"Nah, mama I have some stuff to handle. Put those in her room for me" I tell her handing her the flowers.
"It's okay to let go and let God" she exclaim as I walk way.
"I'll keep that in mind next time" I tell her.
"A man looking for blood finds it, how much more blood are you willing to lose?" she cry out as I walk away.
Sighing I hop in the car with King, "You good?" he asks.
"Just drive, I'll be good when this nigga is seven feet under" I explain, King pulls off in the direction of outlet warehouse.
After an hour of planning and going over things wit my nigga, we got word out that we want Jaden alive and in our fucking hand, and that we wanted him yesterday.
We got everything set up, soon this nigga won't be able to piss without us knowing. It's all a matter of time.
"I'm go hunting wit y'all, they not going to expect me to be there with Jenn being in the hospital" I explain to King and my business nigga.
"Are you sure, I mean why wouldn't they be expecting you. You have a rep for being heartless and ruthless" O speak up, he a young nigga wit a lot of heart kinda remind me of loose.
"O is right on that one" King agree.
I glance over at the table, than chuckle softly to myself making everyone look at me like I'm crazy.
"The first rule of the game my GD ((God dad)) taught me before he pass was to never fall in love" I stand up and walk around the table while every one watch me carefully. "He told me because that women you fall in love with will be your downfall, your weakness and every enemy I've made while getting to the top will know that weakness and use that weakness. Everyone knows that Jenn is next weakness." I make it back to my seat and sit down "Jaden knows I'll do anything for Jennifer which means sitting by her side until she wakes up, so I can be there for her. But what he don't know is that she is also my strength the reason why I'm come. I'm come looking for his ass, I'm get it ass than I'll cut his motherfucking head off his shoulders and feed to my fucking dogs. So if anyone else want to question my position in the moves I make speak up, but know I'll cut your tongue out your mouth" I explain, waiting for the room to speak up but it's completely silence "Let's make moves than" the whole room gets up and scurry out the meeting room.
