It's over know
32 weeks pregnant
My mother still haven't made any improvements but I'm trying not to focus on the negative but focus on enjoying the time we have together.
Killa been getting the nursery together for the baby, because my peanut can come at anytime now. He need to come, I ready to hold him and cover him with kisses.
"Don't bottle feed him" Lula state.
"Why?" I asks because I surly was. I don't have time for a baby to be sucking on my nipple every time he hungry. What if we in public that so rude.
"Breast milk is healthier, plus it's birth control" kailey adds.
"You need to keep breast feeding than" I say and we laugh.
"I breast fed you" my mama state.
"I'll think about" I say smiling. I just love having my mother interact in our conversation. I know she has one foot out the door, but I'm learning to deal with the fact that my mother might not be here anymore. Of course it's hurt but I sure it'll hurt a lot less, because I prepared myself for it.
It's good to finally be thinking about baby stuff, with all the drama going on. Just to feel normal and have these moments with my mama and my girls.
Were all seating talking and having a good time laughing, we a wave of water pass through me.
"I peed" I start to panic I never peed on myself this is embarrassing, just than a sharp pain hits my lower back breaking me down in tears.
"Oh my lord, your in labor" kailey shouts.
"Go get my baby some help" my mama shout.
"Breath" Lula instructs me as Kailey finds help.
"Call Killa" I say in between breathes. Lula pull out her phone and dail killa up, she explain that I'm in labor and after exchanging a couple more words they hang up.
"He's coming" she reassure me.
The nurse walks in with the wheelchair and help me in, after kissing my mother goodbye she wheels me away to my own room.
5 hours later
They all lied, all them bitches. The breathing coach all they asses, talking about how beautiful child birth is. Bitch could have told me it was these dam painful. I should have known the way Kailey and Lula was acting when having their baby, but shit I thought I was tougher than them.
"Hold me" I cry, killa hold me close and message my back as another contraction hit.
"Almost over" he say, he been a big help. He message my back, my feet and anything I need he got it.
"He just need to come out already" I say we laugh. As of now Kailey, King and Lula are in the room. Leaving Harmony to watch the kids, I wanted my mama in here but she not in no shape to leave the bed. An hour into labor the doctor informed me that, she started having breathing problems and had to be put on a breathing machine.
So every now and again I seen Lula to check on her, because its so painful for me to walk. I swear child labor will bring you to your knees.
"We going to check on harmony with the kids, call if any progress" Kailey state, standing and stretching.
"Hang in there sis, good luck Kill" king say shaking his head while chuckling.
I'm not being hard on killa at all "Yeah whatever" I say to king, causing him to laugh.