What's your move?
It's been a month since Damien been released, I have literally been tied at his hip where he went me and the twins surly followed. He had three years of alone time.
Plus low-key I'm scared he might do something to get his ass locked you again. He's been staying home out of the 'business' so far, but I don't know for how long.
"What you want to eat" I asks him, as I look in the refrigerator trying to find something to cook.
"It don't matter" he state, looking over at him, he is on the phone texting away.
"Who is that?" I asks, because very few people actually knows he is out. That's how he wanted it, so anyone not in our circle don't know he is out.
"King" he state before getting up from the island and leaving going upstairs.
Sighing I know we are back to the same old Killa. I consider Killa and Damien to totally different people.
Killa is everything his names implies, he is a stone cold heartless killer. While Damien is the family oriented man, who caters to his wife and loves his kids to death. To different man, but both are willingly to do anything for their family.
"Can we eat chicken mommy" London asks coming into the kitchen, she loves her some chicken. She can eat it for breakfast, lunch, and dinner.
"Of course" I smile at her and take the chicken on to be cooked. "Fried chicken, mash potatoes, and corn. Sounds good?" I asks knowing that's her favorite foods.
"Yummy" she yell, causing me to laugh.
"Can we eat chocolate cupcake" Landon asks sitting at the island, while playing with his tablet.
"Yep, you can help make them to" I smile. I really love my babies, they give me life. Even on their bad days they are perfect to me.
***
After I'm done cooking, I head upstairs to get Damien so he could eat.
"Babe, dinner is ready" I tell him coming into the room. I find him sitting on the bed putting on his shoes, he is dressed. "Where you going" I asks with folded arms already knowing the answer.
"King found the snake, wrap my plate up" he say walking past me, but I grab his arm.
"Don't do this, stay home with me and the kids please" I beg.
"I'm not a stay at home dad, I had my rest know it's time for me to get back to business" he snap snatching his arm away.
"Fine, but you explain to them why you won't be tucking them in tonight" I snap than stomp off downstairs.
"Get to the table and eat" I instruct the twins, the immediately get up and get to the table.
"Daddy eat" London calls out.
"I can't I have business to take care off, I'll be back though" Damien says kissing both of there heads.
"I love you daddy" London exclaimed smiling at him.
"Love you to baby girl, I love you big dog" he smile at Landon.
"Love you to daddy" he say bearly above a whisper.
London is a daddy girls so anything Damien does can't be wrong in her eyes, but Landon he knows, he might not know every details but he knows something is wrong. That's why he is more of a mommy's boy, he loves his dad but ion know.
"I love you baby" he tries to kiss my lip, I turn my head and it land on the cheek.
"I know Killa" I whisper back, he looks at me hurt only for a second than it's gone. He walks away slamming the front door.
