Forgetting Mark Tuan [Got7 Fanfiction] Book II: Inlove with Mark Tuan

Forgetting Mark Tuan

Forgetting Mark Tuan

I giggled when Jeijei screamed as his father lift him up. When he got down Bambam started to tickle him nonstop which made him laugh so hard.

His eyesmile looks so damn cute especially with his voice begging for his father to stop already.

"Bam! Stop! Your son cant breathe already." Bona hissed.

I shook my head and continued reading my book. Jeijei is watching We Bare Bears that's why I moved into their kitchen and sat on the stool. My favorite place to read.

I am staying for a week now. Bona moved out of our dorm already when she got married with Bambam. We are visiting them once in awhile but for now I decided to just stay here, it's fine with them.

Their home is also the home of Trance and Got7. I am not the only one who loves to stay here the others too. I heard that Yugyeom never comes home to their dorm because he's always here.

"Still not going home?"

I looked at Bona who is holding her phone in his hands. She put it on the table and took a seat adjacent to me.

I shrugged my shoulders. We doesnt have any schedules and Reene visited her family while Cynthia is also out. She said that she's visiting her family.

"What about Mark?" She carefully asked.

I closed my book and shut my eyes closed. That. That is also the reason as to why I am here. Our dorm just keeps me on reminding of all the things that we've done together.

He used to visit me all the time. We used to stay and just cuddle on our sofa not caring if the other girls will see us getting all cheesy because we have our own world.

"Eonnie. We are over for a couple of months already." I sighed.

Yes, it's been two months. Two months but that's still a long time.

It's been two months but I am still not over him. I want to forget him. I want to forget the pain that he caused me. I want to forget that he made me feel like I was never enough.

"It's been a couple of months yet you are still like that."

My eyebrows furrowed because of her tone. I stared at her for a second trying to understand what she means.

"What do you mean?" I asked her.

Her lips protruded like she knew that I know what she's talking about.

I let out a smile and shut my eyes closed. I want to be numb, I want forget all of it.

"It's not that easy, Eonnie."

I bit my lower lip when my eyes started to get teary. I badly want to clutch my chest and see if the heavy feeling will go away.

There's a lot of things that I should think about... a lot more important things but I keep on thinking about him.

"What about talking to him for once? Maybe you'll feel better after that." She said encouraging me.

I immediately shook my head.

No. I dont want to talk to him, not now. I want to talk to him when I know that I can look at him straight in his eyes without feeling anything special for him.

"If given a chance, I dont want to see him anymore." I said in a low voice.

Bona walked towards me to gave me a hug. She kissed the top of my head while caressing my back.

"You're still young, Lau. You can find another one but this time be very careful, huh." She said in a soothing voice, "I dont want to see you being like this anymore."