Forgetting Mark Tuan [Got7 Fanfiction] Book II: Inlove with Mark Tuan

Twenty Four

Chapter Twenty Four

Mark let out a smile at me while nodding his head trying to encourage me. I let out a smile too and gave him a two thumbs up.

The concert is about too start and they have to go to their seats already.

All of us are really nervous. This is the first time that we are going to perform without our beloved leader.

She passed away, it's been a week already but the pain is still here. I dont know how it will end but one thing is for sure, we have to go on.

The fans suggested that we should move the concert. They said that it will be okay if we decided to do it after a month of taking a break and the company thinks that way too but we told them that we are fine. We told them that we are ready to perform infront of them.

We have to do Cynthia Eonnie's wish. We have to sing for her this night.

I sighed and waved my hands as we performed our latest song. I looked at the staff and ran when they motioned us that it's time to change already.

Encore.

I sighed as I looked at Reene Eonnie who's now wearing a white tshirt with Cynthia Eonnie's picture on it, her face is not showing though. It was just her walking on the seaside, it was taken by Jaebum Oppa.

"I want to thank all of you for coming here to spend the night with us. I want to thank all of you for being with us even after all the pain." Reene Eonnie said while letting out a nostalgic smile.

"A lot of lonely days has passed right?" Bona Eonnie smiled as her eyes glistend because of the unshed tears, "We have to go on or else she will feel sad up there." She chuckled.

They all looked at me but I just shrugged my shoulders and nod my head then the song started to play already which broke my heart once again.

Where are you, Eonnie? You told us that you want us to sing this song while you are watching us.

I looked at the fans. Their lightsticks are still open but they're not swaying it. They're standing still without making any sound as a sign of respect.

They are looking at the back with our videos with Cynthia Eonnie is playing.

I looked at the crowd and cant help but to cry even more as I saw Bangtan wiping their tears while looking at Cynthia Eonnie's video with so much adoration. I can also see that they're longing for her already.

The boys, Got7. Her babies. Her sunshines. They are looking while letting out a nostalgic smile while reliving their memories of her through this video and this performance.

"Will I get to you a little faster if I was the snow in the air?"

I shut my eyes closed hearing the sobs of hundreds of people longing for one person.

Eonnie, if only you will see this. If only you will know how many people loves you so much.

I cleared my throat and didnt even bother to wipe my tears away as I prepared for my next line. A video clip of Cynthia Eonnie with me lying on her shoulders while she's caressing my hair makes me want to shout in so much pain.

"How long do I have to wait and how many sleepless nights do I have to spend?"

After those lines, I immediately lowered my head as I can feel my shoulder's shaking and my heart breaking.

Once again, I can feel how lonely it is.

I already felt lonely just by being like this. Cynthia Eonnie must be so lonely. I dont even want to think how she felt when she was alone, it's breaking my heart.