Forgetting Mark Tuan [Got7 Fanfiction] Book II: Inlove with Mark Tuan

One

Chapter One

I went home with Cynthia. I am now alone in my room while she's still sharing with Reene.

I admit that I miss Bona so much. We used to talk a lot before going to bed and we always sleep together even though it is very hard to move because the space is too little.

"Lauren. Are you going to eat first?" Cynthia peeked inside my room.

I looked at her and shook my head. I ate a lot of ice cream and bread in Bona's house just awhile ago and I dont feel like eating.

"You sure? Cause I wont cook if you're not going to eat."

I smiled at her and wiggled my brows. She bobbed her head and turned her back towards me already.

I said some things to her that I thought that it will ruin what we have but she understands. I hate the fact that I have the guts to say those hurtful words to her while she cant even stay mad at me for so long.

I smiled as I saw a lot of Trance's picture on my instagram account. I keep on liking and commenting heart emoticons in every fan art that I saw and of course I am saving it in my gallery, they are so talented.

I stopped when I saw a picture of Got7 in their recent fanmeeting. This is the account that I will always visit if ever I want to see good photos of Got7.

I sighed when I remember those days. My mom always shouting at me for spending all my time infront of my laptop watching their funny moments and fancams taken during their fan meetings.

When I was a fan, all I could think about is what can I do to be an idol just so I can have the chance to see them or be friends with them but now that I am closer to them, I suddenly want to go back from being a fan.

Because when I was still a fan. I was always day dreaming about being Mark Tuan's girlfriend. I am inlove with Mark Tuan while constantly playing his part in Let Me thinking that he's singing those lines for me. Yes, I am that kind of fan towards my bias.

Atleast, when I was a fan I have reasons that hurt less when I always think about why we cant happen. It's because we doesnt know each other, he doesnt have an idea that I exist and he's busy and an idol.

Now? We still cant happen. Just when I thought that I am a one lucky fangirl, my dream got messed up. In a sudden twist of fate, it ended because I am not for him and he's not for me.

I got up on my bed and fixed my hair when I saw my mom requesting for a video call that I immediately accepted.

"Hi! Ma." I waved my hands.

She waved her hands at me and her eyes went agaped when she probably realized that I changed my hair color.

"You changed your haircolor?" She asked.

"Yeah. It's for a photoshoot and it will probably stay like this until our comeback. PD-nim likes it."

This is the first time that I changed my haircolor and it was blonde. I dont even want to show up infront of the staffs when I saw how I look but all of them said that it looks good on me.

"It looks good on you. You look like Krystal!" My mom said like a fangirl.

I playfully rolled my eyes. Yes! We have the same color during their promotion for Red Light. Krystal sunbaenim looks so good in that color, it totally suit her.

"Mom! She's prettier than I am." I said.

"You have a point." She chuckled.

I glared at her when she agreed. She should've said that I look better than her. Why did she agree just like that? I an her daughter for goodness' sake.