Just tired of being numb.
Want to feel something else other than pain.
I hate it when my mom tells me that I act like my dad.
She says it with such disgust that I feel like I failed her.
Again.
I think it would be better if I turned up dead.
My mom can be a hypocritical bitch sometimes.
I think I'm done.
It's all bullshit.
I feel so fake.
And tired.
Don't know how to be happy and stay happy throughout my entire life.
I can never stay happy for more that 1-2 hours.
I feel dead inside.
Is it too much to ask to be happy?
Obviously.
YOU ARE READING
Away
Short Story"Sometimes when I say 'I'm ok', I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say, 'I know you're not'" -Unknown
