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Ariana's pov
        "Please Ari please for me , for mom for what ever you hold dear to your heart please Ari"
I roll my eyes and lean back on my headboard on my bed, and try to look relaxed and not anxious as I search the internet for a new job. Its been two weeks since I quit my old job and I have gone job hunting, I went for five interviews and they keep saying 'sorry miss Collins we can't hire you, you are over qualified' I always end with a frustrated huff and 'just give me the fucking job doesn't matter the position or fucking cash'. But it ends with me leaving in frustration cause they Dont agree, pathetic I know.
"Ari I have a feeling you Dont care a bit about what I am saying" she says, I roll my eyes once again I am sure I have rolled my eyes a hundred times today, "what exactly gave it away?" I question sarcastically, letting my phone rest by my side and looking directly at her.
"Well you should for your own good" I huff, and hop off my bed, "can I get two eligible reasons why you are hell bent on me getting back to that fucking job it doesn't affect you. Okay" I sigh "if its about the feeding money and all those shit I will stop relying on you" I say walking into the bathroom. I finish with my business and wash my hands, I walk out and find Vivian still sitting in the same position on my bed. I sigh and sit beside her. "Listen vi you know me I am not some bitch that goes around kissing her boss I have principles obviously he doesn't listen after all the shit and piss I have been through in my life you can't possibly tell me to let my walls fall for a man whore who will break my heart and soul into pieces. Love is shit and I Dont got time for shit I am too busy trying to get over sins, agonizing pains and angers of the past men are all the same." I exhale deeply trying to catch My breath from the long but needful speech "vi try to understand I can't return to the job" I place a kiss on her forehead and grab my phone from my bed and lay down and play wordcookies game on my phone. "Listen now Ari I love you, I know trust me I know you have been through a lot in your life but what you have been doing all you life is dieing aren't you sick of it. Of the boredom?" She asks tears rolling down her cheeks, "I already had a lot of exciting drama in my life I doubt if I want more I am not an idiot hun I know what I am doing. Vanquish!" I say getting deeper into my game vanquish is not a difficult word but with this game it becomes. "Why is it that people always thought I was the dumb one when you are?" I roll my eyes "I Dont know I guess because you have always been an idiot and you never noticed" I say nonchalantly. "Well right now you are been an idiot. Okay listen here Ari I got a proposal" I drop my phone and sit up staring intensely at her "what?" I ask quirking an eyebrow "well you decide tell me two things you want and I will do it just so you go get your job back" I lay back down, "I Dont want anything you can give me" I say rolling my eyes I think I am on a roll today...well that is funny(note the sarcasm).
"Try me" she says slowly, I sit up and nodd "okay I want peace of mind and tranquility of soul I Dont want to remember the past" I say to her, "and I want vengeance" I add looking at her " well done done nope and done" I nodd "how can you get me peace, tranquility and vengeance without me forgetting my past?" I ask , "just trust me get back to work and give me a month" she says I sigh this girl never gives up, "listen vi I might not even be accepted back" her eyes lit up like some Christmas light "so you are going?" I shake my head "no cause the position I had must already be taken" I say but her smile did not falter instead it turned into a grin and might i add a very scary one "you look like the  ripper, the grim ripper" I say and purse my lips together staring at her in horror. "So if the position is still there you will go?" I nodd "okay just shut the fuck up and leave my room" I growl at her "when are you going back ?" She asks, "on Monday just to check it out so you can finally shut the fuck up I am sick of your yapping" I say and give her a deathly death glare which she ignores, she runs towards me and hug me "I love you, I love you, I love you thank you so much lil sis you are the best" she says kissing me all over my face, I push her violently off me"umm ewww get off me before I cut off your lips and deep fry them" I warn she runs away from me "okay okay control your temper woman" she says and runs out. I sigh and lie back down and stare up at my black ceiling. Only one thought runs through my mind
    I wish i were happy or at least I could for give my self and laugh or I wish I was never born in to this cruel world.



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Authors note
Poor Ariana how can she cope in the world? The question is how can I cope in the world so much fucking exams, I mean come on.

I am so door for the late update my cookies I love school and all but its getting my stressful by the day but soon I will be off to college to study law my dream course wish me luck.

I will try to make quicker updates give me another chance. I promise I won't disappoint you my cookies.

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Thank you all so much for reading my y extremely lame book it means a whole lot to me I have more than one thousand reads. What the hell? I am euphoric thank you all so much my cookies. Please Dont forget to vote, comment and share it would mean a lot more to me.

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Question for this chapter;
What are you favourite books on wattpad?
Mine are 'the girl he never noticed'
'Cupid calling cupid'
'The mischievous Mrs maxfield'
'The gang leaders sunshine'
'The beast'
'Total respect'
'The over possessive billionaire'
Those books are awesome.



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