Holding On To You [ON HOLD]

Update Thirty

Jin's POV

She ran away. Shit!

I pulled away from the kiss and looked at Erah's shocked face..

"Sorry." I said

"I.. Its okay.." she said while looking at the ground

I sighed..

"I'll make this as painless as possible.." I said

She just nodded..

It's Deuce's birthday today.. I wanted this day to be perfect.. Pero mukhang ako pa ata ang nakasira.. Fuck.

I'm really sorry, Miss..

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Umalis na rin di Erah pagkatapos namin mag-usap.. Napahilamos na lang ako sa sarili kong mukha sa pag-iisip kung tama ba o hindi ang ginawa ko. Kung tama ba na itago ko ito..

I decided to visit my parents. Just to see if they're okay.. Alam ko naman na.....

*Sigh*

As I was driving my fast Red Lamborghini Gallarado, something caught my eyes..

I pulled over and looked at the lady sitting on the grass..

Tiningnan ko ang tinitingnan niya.. Isang sementeryo.. Pero hindi siya dito nakatingin.. Sa isang babae na tumatakbo..

She ran away..

"I'm really sorry, Miss." I silently said to myself

Shet. Bumibigat na naman ang mga mata ko!!

Naisipan kong bumaba ng sasakyan para makasagap ng sariwang hangin..

Tiningnan ko ulit ang babae.. Napansin ko ang pagtaas at pagbaba ng mga balikat niya..

Lumapit ako at hinawakan ang balikat niya.. Humarap siya..

Her face.. Is the second most beautiful thing I've ever seen..

Bakas sa mukkha niya ang pagkagulat.. Pero napansin kong.. Tumutulo pala ang mga luha niya..

"Are you okay?" I asked

She lightly shook her head no..

Then tears started to flow harder..

"Me too.." I said

She looked at me with a puzzled look..

"I'm sick. Haha." I laughed bitterly

She sniffed and looked at me. Then she said..

"Me too.. I'm sick.." she paused "It hurts in here seeing my sister suffer." she said while pointing at her heart

*Ring ring*

I checked my phone.. It aint mine..

"Hello Dad?... Yes... Uuwi na po ako... Opo... I love you too..." yung babae

Tumayo siya..

"I have to go.. Bye." she said then she wiped her tears away

She started running away..

Aalis na din sana ako nang marinig ko ang isang sigaw..

"AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!"

(Now Playing: Superhuman- Chris Brown feat. Keri Hilson)

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"Weak, I have been crying and crying for weeks.

How'd I survive when I can barely speak,

barely eat, on my knees."

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Agad akong tumakbo nang marinig ko ang sigaw na yon..

Alam na alam ko kung kanina yon..

Kay Deuce..

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"And that's the moment you came to me.

I don't know what your love has done to me.

Think I'm invincible I see though the me

I used to be.."

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Napatigil ako sa pagtakbo nang makita ko siya..

Ang babaeng mahal ko..

Ang babaeng sinaktan ko..

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"You changed my whole life.

Don't know what you're doing to me

with your love.

I'm feelin' all superhuman you did that to me.

Superhuman heart beats in me.

Nothing can stop me here with you..

Superhuman~"

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Nakita ko siyang nakatingin sa isang puntod..

Patuloy pa din sa pag-agos ang kanyang mga luha..

Gusto kong punasan ang mga iyon..

Pero hindi ko magawa..

Siya ang nagsilbing lakas ko..

Siya ang bumuhay sakin sa dalawang taon na yon..

Sa pag-asang.. Mahal niya din ako..

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"Strong, since I've been flying and writing the wrongs.

Feels almost like I had it all along

I can see tomorrow.

And every problem is gone because.

I flew everywhere with love inside of me.

Its unbelievable to see how love could set me free.."

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Napakalapit namin sa isa't isa..

Pero napakalayo pa din..

Ganito pala.. Ganito pala ako katanga..

Yung sinusubukan mo siyang hindi saktan..

Pero sa bandang huli..

Pareho lang kayong nasasaktan..

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"It's not a bird not a plane.

It's my heart and its going gone away.

My only weakness is you.

Only reason is you.

Every minute with you I feel like I can do,

Anything..

Goin' goin', I'm goin' away.. Love~"

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Siguro nga mas mabut na yung ganito..

Alam kong pagdating ng panahon, mahihirapan lang siya..

Mahihirapan lang siya dahil dito..

Langit lang ang nakakaalam ng lahat..

[EYL: SINUNGALING PO AKO!!!! =____= Sorry. Hindi po si Anika tonight. Ayaw pa niya makipag-sanib pwersa sakin! XD AAAANNNNDDD! Corny po to. Deuce! ^_^V (Peace)]