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Syn POV

Today is the day that I find out if I'm having a baby girl or boy. I'm so excited, I already know I'm going to cry off all my makeup in this damn doctors office. My mom has to work so she can't make it to this doctor's appointment with me and Jameer never texted me back so I don't think he is coming. I called and asked Milly to come with me but she has to go to court with her mom and dad for their divorce. Yeah they're getting a divorce. Major said he could come but I don't want him to see me with my legs spread wide open. So I guess I'm just going to do this by myself.

I put on my grey body on dress, my black Hurraches and I combed my weave. I think it's time for a new look.  I put on a light face of makeup grabbed my purse and phone and walked out the door.

Pulling up to the hospital I looked in my compact mirror checking my makeup. I got out walking into the hospital. I signed in and sat down in the waiting area. It was 10 minutes before I got called back. The nurse checked me out,  checking my weight and things of that sort. I got on the seat and propped my legs up. Scrolling through Instagram while I wired for the doctor to come in. The door open I looked up thinking it was the doctor but it wasn't. It was......

Jameer

He walked in looked around and sat down in the chair beside me. He didn't speak. He didn't wave. He didn't even sneeze. He just sat down and pulled out his phone. On the other hand I was shaking in my panties, I was nervous. I didn't even think he would show up but now that he is here I don't know what to do.

"Hi" Was all I could manage to spit out.

"Sup" He said without even looking up from his phone. Really,  this nigga is being petty ass hell and I don't have time for it. I just say back and continued on my phone. After two minutes Dr. Martin finally walked in.

"Hello,  how's everybody today" He said while sitting down on his little rolling stool. He rubbed my stomach and smiled.

"How's the little bun doing?" He said. I laughed.

"The baby is doing good Dr. Martin, everything seems to be good" I said.

"Okay that's good news,  and who is this. The father?" He said while looking at Jameer. Dr. Martin put on some gloves and began to prepare for an ultrasound.

"Yes" I said. At this time Jameer had his attention on the doctor.

"I'm Jameer, nice to meet you" He said while reaching his hand out. Dr. Martin shook it. His voice was so deep and sexy,  I missed it. I can't even lie I've been dreaming bout that dick, these hormones don't make it any better.

"Nice to meet you too. So, what do you guys want to have?" He said while applying the gel to my belly.

"I want a girl" I said. I looked at Jameer waiting for his answer, I noticed how he was watching the doctor carefully. Looking at what he was doing.

"I just want a healthy baby" He said simply.

"That's a good answer. Well you need to watch out with the stress. Your blood pressure came back a little high. You weighed in 130 last checkup your 145 now so your doing good with the weight. Alright so are you guys ready to find out? "

"Yesss" I said while smiling. I'm so nervous right now. Dr. Martin played around with the baby for a bit till it finally open its legs so we could see.

"Okay... It looks like.....its a baby GIRL!! " I broke down crying. I mean boo hooing. I'm so happy right now, I got my baby girl and I couldn't wish for more right now. Omg I'm going to raise a little girl. I looked over at Jameer while I was crying and he had his head in his hands. I know this means a lot to him, having another girl. It's a bittersweet moment for him, I wish I could comfort and kiss him right now. I wish we could really share this moment together but he's mad and I understand.

"Congratulations SynClaire" My doctor said while hugging me.

"Do you have any questions or concerns. Anything irregular? " He asked while cleaning the gel off my stomach. I shook my head no.

"Well that is it for today. Again, congrats on the babygirl and I'll see you guys next time" He said while walking out. I got up wiping my face and I fixed my dress back to normal. I grabbed my purse and turned around to look at Jameer. He was looking at me.

"Jameer can you just let me explain." I said while looking at him.

"There is nothing to explain. I can't be with you, you lied to me. The only time we need to communicate is when it's about my daughter. Me and you are done" He said while standing up getting ready to leave. I grabbed his arm. I pulled him back.

"Jameer no please. I said I'm sorry, I love you. We have a daughter on the way you just can't leave like this." I said.

"I can and I will" He said while walking out. I followed him out, calling his name. He ignored me the whole time but I followed him to his car. He started to open his door but I slammed it.

"Listen to me Jameer. Ok!"

"NO, OK. " He said while pushing me out the way and getting in his car. I just stood there as he pulled out the parking space and zoomed out the parking lot leaving me in the dust. I walked to my car, tears running down my face. I got in the car and drove back home.

This moment was so bittersweet. Why did things have to be like this. It was because of me.