Only If She Knew//WhiteRose

Fucked Up

Weiss P.O.V.

Why does life fucks you up so much? After what I had gone through, with Ruby, father and now Neptune. It really getting on my nerves when that bastard touch my precious Ruby.

Once I saw he pulled all of the tubes, I could sworn that my eyes were as red as Yang's.

I couldn't concentrate, with that dickhead laughing his ass off, or Ruby struggling to breaths.

“I don't care what happened to her, all I care is I only want you. She's just a nuisance.” Neptune pointed to me, still with his signatured smirk. I gritted my teeth, controlling the anger build inside me. Then I jumped when Blake suddenly appeared beside me.

“I will distract him. Called the nurses or doctors immediately.” Blake whispers to me, her gazed moved from Neptune to Yang. “I got this.”

Blake jumped towards Neptune, and Neptune withdraw his weapon. Blake uses her semblance, create an ice image of her, which makes his weapon stuck to it. Quickly Blake uses her weapon to cut the ropes on Yang's body.

“Oh boy,” my head snapped on Yang, she had succesfully escaped from the ropes with Blake helps.

Yang crack her smile, her eyes blazing red as her gazed stuck on Neptune, who just a few feets from her.

“You had crossed the line, kid.”

Once Yang throw her fist on Neptune, quickly I went to Ruby, checking on her and tried to stabilize her.

“Nurses!”

I keep pushing the red button on the side of the bed, panicked when Ruby's face become pales. Her eyes still closed but her body is shaking. Blake helps me with keeping her eyes on Neptune, just in case if he tried to use Ruby as advantage.

I cupped my hand on her face, my shaking hand succeed taking the thing that help with breathing to her mouth.(a/n: sorry,  dont know what the name is but I hope you guys get the ideas 😌)  Slowly I connected our forehead. Whispering in hope she heard me, “Ruby, calm down. I'm here with you. Breathe in slowly. Breathe with me.”

In returned, I could feel Ruby's breathing slowly calm down and sync with mine. I smiled, slowly kissed on her nose. “That's my rose. Breathe with me. Stay with me.” I sniff her scent, the rose scent still lingered around her. Before this, the scent are fading. But now, somehow I could feel it.

“Weiss! Watch out!” Blake called out after me. As I alerted, I swung my Myrtenaster in defence, only notice a small blade coming toward us.

“Say goodbye to your lover.” Neptune smirked underneath Yang, who currently pinning him down, coughing out blood. His hand slumped down, he gave me last look before unconscious.

I heard a gasp, coming from someone near me.

No... No... How can I be this careless? I could have protect her, deflect the blade.....

My whole body shaking as I slowly trailed my eyes down to Ruby. Notice that the blade stabbed into her side.

Then I feel someone touch my hand that still on Ruby's face. My vision started to blurry when I looked at her. Her eyes are now open, but in the wrong time. In the wrong condition where I never expected it to happened.

“R-ruby... Ruby... you a-awake.” I stuttered, my hands quickly joined ours, kissed her hand tenderly. More tears streaming down my face, as I removed one of my hands to hold the side that had being stabbed. “You dunce! You fool.....why now?” I shook my heads, my lips quivering from the intense feeling that I felt now. Still, that dork managed to smiled for me.

“I'm sorry....” I broke down, leaned in into her neck, keeping apologized every seconds. “I'd failed to protect you. I'm a bad girlfriend. I should have noticed the blade but—”

“Shhh... It's okay. It just a scratch.” Ruby's hand slowly cupped my face, pulling my face near her as our forehead meets again. “As long as when I wake up, you are the one I saw first.”

“Weiss, thanks for everything. To be brave enough in our relationship, to protect me and care for me this whole time.”

I was unable to speaks because I swear if I speak, the words sure cracking and she wont probably understand. All I could do is leaned in to her, feel her warm presence against me. Her presence that I craved for months.

“Weiss, I love you.”

That is the only word I heard from her, still giving me her dorky smiled which makes my heart ached more than it happened before.

I keep struggling to hold Ruby in my arms when the nurses came in the room and Professor Ozpin bring Neptune with him. Yang and Blake tried to keep me away from barge in emergency room but still I'm outside here, pacing back and forth. I swear that the blade isn't just a small blade, it still long enough to reach the internal organs. And on the other hand, Yang tried so hard just now to keep her hand off from Neptune before he turn to dust.

“How could I didn't see him throw it?!” Now Blake are in my condition. Guilt building among us. Yang keep trying to hold her girlfriend, while Blake keep blaming herself. I couldn't do anything since I feel the same.

If I could get my hand on Neptune, he wont be forgiven.

“I know things are tough for this quite few months. Still, things are unsettling.” Professor Ozpin showed himself in front of us. His face filled with sorrow when he glances on the room.

“I apologize,” Professor Ozpin sighed, looking at us, “I should have known she is in danger, but something came up and makes me almost lose another comrade along our sides.”

My eyes fluttered, tried to keep the tears from flowing. His tone of words, how remorseful it sounded.

“And Weiss Schnee, perhaps there's something you should know.” Now that Professor Ozpin using his usual toned. Curiously, I stood up and facing him.

“We have investigate and clearly, I'm sorry if this offended you,” Professor Ozpin pushed his glasses up, taking a deep breath before continue, “It's your father who send Neptune to... assassinated Ruby.”

My eyes widen in shocked. I lose the ability to speak back. How could he do this to me? My fist turns to ball, making the knuckles turns white.

“I don't care if he take all my money, disowned me from his family, take away my things back in the mansion, banned me from Atlas,” I muttered under my heavy breaths. Seriously, how much should I feel this type of anger?

“If he takes away what precious to me, I would not even considered to kill him straight away.”

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a/n : One chapter down, one more to go. So..... you guys wants an epilogue? nah or nah?

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Edit : Now I'm devastated and sad because I just fucking saw the news that my currently favourite author, Ssamba, was passed away on this date, last year. I discovered Fluttering Feelings in the middle of 2017... yet never knew about the condition of the author. Wish I knew sooner.......