Here I am again.
Feeling constantly unwanted.
Have you ever had that unbearable feeling?
have you ever felt like you just don't fit in?.
you don't fit in this country,
you don't fit in this school,
you don't fit in this whole world.
I feel it.
Every day, every night, every second. When I'm alone, when I have company,
I just feel it and it is hard, it's so hard when you don't know what's wrong with you and,
suddenly you have those demon's thoughts,
like why you are not like the others?
why are you so unlucky?
so different ?.
You just don't know why you stopped talking to that friend.
Was it your fault or his?
was it just not meant to be?
it's so hard when you don't know how you screwed up,
and what went wrong in that day,
at that moment,
you don't know why it happened and how it happened,
you just don't know anything.
You feel like you are bothering others, with your thoughts, your words,
your presence, your whole existence.
So you just crawl in bed,
in your little depressing dark room, isolating yourself from people in that small corner, staring at those four walls that are suffocating you and protecting you at the same time,
that are a prison and a place
to hide from the world.
But let me tell you something ;
We are here for a reason,
we were born to live, to die !
Not to hide but to grow up,
and the most important thing is to learn from the ups and downs
and those complicated experiences of this trumatic life.
To participate and be a part of it,
To work on it, to be ourselves
and never be ashamed of it.
We are who we are,
we are who we want to be.
❝ And we are here for a damn reason.❞
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Ups & Downs.
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