Ups & Downs.

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Let me go,
This time please let me go, let me let go the thought of you, let me let go of all this love.

I know that my life is missing your existense now, but please show me the way to to let go,

I can't take this deadly pain everytime I remember you, or us. I can't feel those feelings anymore.

I had enough, I wish I was enough.

I have to let it go, threw my heart out of my body just like you threw it before, I can't live with all this heavy weight inside of my chest anymore.

Even if its dead, even if I'm numb, even if it's cold now, your memory bring warmth and that's not helping me live again.

So much anger,
I don't know where to put it, I don't know how the world will hear me scream my heart out while i'm being quiet all the time.

Just get out and let it go.

Your love was the most beautiful yet the worst hearbreaking thing that ever happened to me. I wished that atleast you loved me back, so much questions you let them blur in my head, you were such a good actor that I didn't even have time to doubt that. Time? Didn't heal anything. Yet I'm still waiting for the impossible to happen.