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The tear of everything negative in her life has come down,

After so many inner fights.

Wondering why her life has to be
so complicated?

Why she is so different from everybody else. Even though her prayers and dreams are as simple as spelling a word,
But she never find a way to reach them.

She always blame her birthday date,
That make of a her an unlucky gemini.

Silly her.

Sometimes the bare hands of herself wants to choke her and make her dream come true.

To close her eyes and never wake up.
Yes, she was that type of people who would die for happiness. Cause she knew life wasn't for everyone,
And especially not for her.

But she was so strong before that tear,
That even her weak knees couldn't believe how she is standing still.
What a weak knees.
And what a strong feelings.

She tried everything,
People, songs, movies, words.
They could never fill her void.
So she doesn't feel home in her own home.

She seeks attention that she once had,
A l o v e that once upon a time she had.
And what a love, a 90s movie.

So she blame herself
Because she thinks she is not good for anyone, yet still know deep down that she deserve better,
the best.

- babygirl

- babygirl

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