Love Life Yoonseok

Jealousy 007

    Min Yoongi Point of View
    Tails. I guess fate doesn't want me to see what he texted. There is probably something else planned for me. *Ding* Oh it is just my parents they are going to be home in 30 minutes. Might as well get ready for them at the door. *Knock Knock* Didn't they just say they would be home later? Maybe they got got home way earlier than expected? *Knock Knock* As I opened the door I was met with somebody I didn't think would stop by without notice. A water droplet ran down my face. The effect of his presence is something I have never experienced before.
    Jung Hoseok Point of View
    As I finished the errands for my mom I passed by this flower shop on my way back home. In the front window I saw these flower crowns and decided to get one for Yoongi and I. When I was paying I noticed a bouquet that almost made a tear escape from my eye. It was the same bouquet that Yoongi got me for my birthday. I must have that bouquet as well. After I dropped off the groceries in my house I got all the gifts ready and walked to his house. When I first knocked there was no answer but the second time I knocked the door opened. I was met with the same person who left early yesterday. But I was also met with a tear that escaped his eye.
    Min Yoongi Point of View
    A tear escaped my eye. Why? I don't know. Maybe it could be that I felt that same feeling again and I didn't know how to react in the moment? Then again I don't know for sure so... Standing there for a couple seconds I could really take in the situation. I noticed that he was holding the same bouquet that I got for him on his birthday and a flower crown that seemed to match the one he was wearing. What disrupted my train of thought were the words he said that broke the silence.
    He said,
    "Why are you mad at me? You did not respond to my text message nor open the door when I knocked. Also, why did you leave so early? I thought we were all having fun together. Did I do anything wrong to you?"
    I noticed him on the verge of tears, his eyes were glossy and he started to quiver. "Hoseok come inside and lets go to my room. We can talk there." He nodded and handed me my gifts. These gifts are beautiful but I can not do anything with them yet since I have to talk to Hoseok first.

    (Yes Yoongi dyed his hair. Also this is Yoongi's flower crown and Hoseok has the same one except the accent color is light pink instead of light blue.)

When we both sat on my bed there I started to explain everything to him. "Hobi, I am not mad at you in anyway. You did nothing wrong it was all me. What jealousy does completely controls you. I left early yesterday because I got a bit jealous of you in Taehyung's embrace. I didn't answer your text or the door because I was asleep. I am sorry if I hurt you in anyway." After I finished I noticed a small smile creep up from the corners of his mouth. "Me and Taehyung? That is the funniest thing ever. If you read my text you would have seen Taehyung already has a boyfriend named Jungkook." My face turned a deep crimson red. I must have sounded like an idiot to him. I tried to hide my face in my sleeves but I quickly looked up after he spoke his next sentence. "Hey you don't need to be embarrassed I think it is kind of cute how you get all jealous." All I did was look at him. I felt him tense up a bit. "I...I...I..mean like in a friendly way. I did not mean to sound like that." I didn't know how to respond to that so all I did was nod. The atmosphere turned awkward but he did something which hurt. He ran out of the room. Should I go after him? Maybe I should? Do I need to go after him? But my legs and feet already answered that and before I knew it I was running alone in Daegu shouting a boy's name I only knew for a week. "Hobi!" Was the only thing I could speak and the only person that was on my mind. I checked for him everywhere. I checked for him in the other rooms of my home, I checked for him in his house, I even checked for him at the grocery store that I noticed he probably went there earlier. Where could he be? As I roamed the empty streets of Daegu all I could think about is if he was in danger. He could be getting hurt right now and it would be all my fault that I let him go. As I was too busy being in my own head I somehow ended up in the park that Hoseok and I had our first hang out. It is pretty hard to see out here since it is almost 9:30 pm but I found the tree that we had our picnic together. Once I got closer I could hear sobs. My eyes widened when I heard what was being spoken between the sobs. " I can't *sob* believe I embarrassed myself in front of Yoongi like that. I have ruined my chances of being friends now. He will probably avoid me now because he will think I am weird. All I wanted was to be friends with him. Universe is that too much to ask for? What have I done? I try to be happy all the time for other people. Can I please have an act of happiness given to me? Yoongi could have sufficed that wish but now he will probably want to stay as far away from me as possible. *Continues to sob.*" "I could never stay away from you." "What?" Oh shoot. Why mouth did you have to speak right now?? "Who is there? Please show yourself. I promise I will not hurt you since I am already broken and weak." What do I do? What do I do?" "I will ask once more. Please show yourself stranger, step into the light underneath the lamp post." Again my legs and feet already made up a choice on what to do. I followed his wishes and stepped into the light. "H..h..Hello again Hobi." "Y...y...y...yoon...yoongi?!"