Love Life Yoonseok

Comfort 005

Min Yoongi Point of View
Being in his embrace was something I have never experienced before. I experienced the sense of comfort. Everyday of my life was constantly working to live up to the Min title. Yes my mother is such a great friend but she too can push me a little too much. I never got the chance to completely stop and relax. People ask me why I always sleep a lot and I reply "So I don't have to do anything." Which is lie. I love to work however I don't like someone constantly pushing me to be something I am not ready to be. Whenever I try to explain to someone that I want to settle down for a bit they all ignore me and go back to pushing. It might seem like I don't like physical contact with people but inside I am yearning for it. I want somebody to take the chance to show me that they care, instead of being scared of me and shying away. Yesterday was the first time somebody took the chance to care for me.  At first I was too shocked to process what was going on but I soon melted into the hug. It was at that moment that I was opened up to a new feeling. An indescribable feeling. The best feeling. The feeling of being loved. Oh shoot I need to go grocery shopping for my mom welp I guess I have to leave my house for a bit...
(Time skip to a few hours later. -3:00 pm)
Finally, I am done doing all the grocery shopping my mom asked me to do...she really has a long list of food that is needed for us. Anyways now that I am done with all of that shopping I am pretty bored....hmmm what to do? Ah let me check my phone and see if anything new is happening on twitter. Nope nothing new happening on twitter...hmm what should I do? As I was thinking I came across my contact list and decided why not swipe down on a random contact and decide to contact them. Here is one...are you serious? Out of all of my contacts I had to choose Hoseok's contact. Well I already decided I would contact the contact that I chose so here goes nothing.
Yoongi: Hey Hobi.
Hobi: Oh hey Yoongi wassup?
Yoongi: The sky.
Hobi: Obviously.
Yoongi: Anyways I am just bored and I came across your contact and decided to contact to you.
Hobi: Oh well that is cool then.
Yoongi: Look I am bored, mind if I hang out with you?
Hobi: Oh I was going to hang out with someone but you can join too. I was planning on introducing you to my best friend anyway.
Yoongi: Okay when should I come over then?
Hobi: Umm whenever he gets here. Actually I just heard the doorbell ring he must be here right now. So come over.
Yoongi: Okay I am coming over then.
    Best friend huh? Well he must be nice since he is Hoseok's best friend and Hobi is the nicest person I have met so far. I guess I will meet him soon. *Knock Knock* "Oh Hey Yoongi, come in there is someone I would like you to meet." At first I could only see the back of him since he was facing away from me. But once he turned around I could really take in his features. I was too busy studying him that I almost missed his speak and introduce his name, the key word there is almost missed his name but I heard it loud and clear since he practically shouted it. HI MY NAME IS KIM TAEHYUNG! "Hello my name is Min Yoongi." This kid I can tell is already annoying but I will not let him get on my nerves since he is Hobi's best friend. "Hoppiiee I missed you so much can I have one more hug?" "Sure thing Taehyungieee." These nicknames are seriously disgusting. He doesn't have a nickname for me which is fine since I don't want a cringey nickname anyway. Ugh just watching these two hug so tightly makes my blood boil. "Ehmm" "Oh sorry Yoongi I forgot that you were here I was too focused on TaeTae since I missed him so much." That honestly hurt my heart so much for some reason...I don't why it hurt though. "What should we do then Hobi? I am still bored." "Lets leave that one for TaeTae to decide since he is our guest. What should we do Tae?" "Lets watch a scary movie." "I don't know about that Tae." "Oh come on please Hoppiee?" "Oh fine Tae how can I say no to you?" As Taehyung started the movie I could already tell it wouldn't be scary at all. But I also knew that Hoseok would think the opposite of what I think about his movie so might as well return the favor and go comfort him. I was about to go sit on the couch next to him but Taehyung beat me to it. The couch is only for two people so I had to sit at the chair far from them. That seriously made me mad. I didn't think that Taehyung would get between us this much or I wouldn't have agreed to coming over. As the movie continued on I saw a shadow flinching I noticed that Hoseok looked really scared and that hurt me. But would made my eyes crystal up was that Taehyung took him in a tight embrace and Hoseok gladly went to his arms. I couldn't take it anymore I didn't know why I was about to cry but I could not and will not cry in front of Taehyung. "Excuse me but I will be going back to my house now." "But Yoongi you can't go anywhere yet. I thought you were still bored?" "I am fine. I will go now." "Are you sure you want to leave Yoongi? You can stay a little longer." "I told you already I am fine, now I am leaving." Okay...bye Yoongi." "Bye bye Yoongi. Nice to meet you." I wish I could say the same Taehyung... "Goodbye Taehyung." As I saw the door close I started to silently cry. I don't know why I am crying right now. But my heart is hurting so much that I can not explain the feeling. The feeling....what was the feeling again?. What am I feeling? What do I need? Oh yeah that is right that feeling is comfort. I need comfort and the one person that gave it to me is with his best friend and not with me.