Love Life Yoonseok

Friends. 011

Jung Hoseok Point of View
As I was reading the letter tears were already starting to form. I didn't think he would take the time to do something for me. Nobody has ever done anything for me. It is usually the other way around. He was right though, I was surprised by what the letter said. I am broken just like you. That sentence was something that I did not expect to be in this letter. He says he longs for somebody to show affection towards him. He says he is afraid of what people will think of him. He says he is a coward. He says he is sorry. He says a lot of things. But what caught me off guard were the nicknames he gave me. To him I was his sunshine and his hope. I couldn't help but smile while reading these sentences. Oh I finally figured out why people call my smile my signature sunshine smile. At the end of the letter I couldn't help but giggle at what he called himself and why. Suga. (I will be sweet to you like sugar.) That is just too cheesy. Once I finished the letter I looked back at him and eventually he looked up to meet my gaze. We just looked deeply into each other's eyes for a while until I broke the gaze running up and tackling him onto the grass. I pulled him into a very tight hug whispering into his ear saying "Thank you so much Suga." I saw a smile creep onto his face as I said those words. Now that I think about it Suga isn't a bad nickname after all. "No Hobi, thank you. Thank you for all the things you have done for me so far. I know we haven't known each other for a long time but already I can tell you are making my life so much better. My life before we met was just average. There was no spice in it, I just lived the average life until you came into it. You brought a different aspect of life into mine and I was immediately drawn to it. You added color to my black and white picture. I thank you for that and I will never stop thanking you for that." I was in tears by the end of his talk. Nobody has ever spoken to me like that. I finally know what it feels like to be cared for and Yoongi was the one to make me feel that indescribable feeling. "Hobi?" "Yeah?" I said as I started to sit up. "I know we started off on the wrong foot. Is it too late to start over?" "It will never be too late." I said with a genuine/reassuring smile. "Well let me introduce myself. My name is Yoongi. Min Yoongi." "I am your hope, your sunshine, your Hobi, Hoseok. Jung Hoseok." A big smile spread across his face. I am going to call it his special gummy smile and it is truly really cute. "Friends?" "I would like that." I pulled him into another hug and we both sat in each other's embrace not caring what was going on around us.
Time skip to a later time in the day. -1:00 pm
I felt good all through out the day. Events from earlier kept replaying through my mind resulting my face to have a permanent real smile spread across it. We didn't see each other for the rest of the day since he was busy but I was okay with that since every time I pass by my front lawn I am reminded of the events that took place there. Our bodies made an indention in the grass and that just made me smile like a goof because that showed that we were together... Today overall was one of the best days of my life because today I made my first real friend all by myself. Yes I know my parents introduced me to him but he shut me out right away and ran off so my parents couldn't talk him into being friends with me. I became friends with him all by myself without anybody else's help and that just makes me feel good. Friends. People that are as close as family. People that are also the worst. People that are the best. People that you love. People that you know. People that are just people. Friends. People that can be overlooked or used. People are friends. But real friends aren't just people. At least that is how I think about it. Friends. Yoongi is my first real friend and I will never use him. I will cherish him and make him feel great because that is how he makes me feel. I made a friend today and I am now the brightest I have ever felt.