Love Life Yoonseok

Falling. 013

    Jung Hoseok Point of View
    I had to do something at least once. It was on my mind and eating me up inside. When he kissed me on the cheek it sent a spark of electricity through my body. I wanted something more I needed something more. When he got all flustered after he kissed my cheek my mind opened up to a lot of ideas of how to get what I needed. (More like strongly wanted.) The big thought that stuck in my mind was revenge. Immediately I smirked. Maybe this could work. I saw him start blushing when he noticed I was starting at him. Now, this is the perfect time to try out my plan. I grabbed his waist and pulled him close to me. I am really close to him right now... "Maybe I can get some revenge on you for kissing me on the cheek with no warning." I don't know what I just said. It is like a new me is coming out from hiding. I felt him tense up a bit in my arms but I have to go with this plan. I started to lean closer and just as we were just centimeters away from each other I heard his mother. Great now I have to wait a couple more hours to get what I want. He was wearing a mocking smile and I pouted. I didn't just pout at his smile but I don't want to wait. Waiting takes forever and that just makes me more impatient. But Hoseok you need to keep it together so nobody suspects anything. He kept on with that smile. Oh just wait Yoongi and I will get my revenge on you... Now how should I plot try number two? Hmm...I was disrupted from my thoughts when some fingers interlocked with mine. Again that same spark of electricity went through my body. Why does that keep happening every time I am close with Yoongi? Is is possible that I am having feelings towards him? No, that can not be...just smile Hobi and keep it together....keep it together. I put on my signature smile and together we walked out of the living room ready to greet a lot of important people. Oh, greeting people we did. We met a lot of our soon-to-be business partners. We also met this one partner named Park Jumen and he seemed pretty cool. During dinner it was equally as talkative. I talked a lot more than Yoongi did but I was okay with that he seemed like he was thinking about something but I don't know what. Also, I am usually the one to talk the most out of a group so I am used to being more of an outgoing person compared to others. But no matter how many distractions I went through at dinner nothing could shake off the kiss. I have to kiss him where it is just the two of us so doing it here wouldn't be the best idea. I also have to kiss him before I leave to go into my house or else my parents walking downstairs or something and seeing their son and his soon to be husband kissing would just be awkward. Hmm..maybe I can do it right before I step inside my house near my front door since nobody is going to my home but what if my parents don't get there before I do? I will put that idea in the maybe pile. I was so deep in my thoughts I didn't realize my mother tapping me on the shoulder until she spoke. "Hoseok." I jumped up startled. "What? Oh sorry mother I was jus thinking." "Well whatever you were thinking you must have been thinking really hard since I have been tapping you on the shoulder for the past fifteen seconds. Anyways we are leaving now since all the guests have left." Perfect. My plan will work. "Oh well I will come home a few minutes after you and Dad because I have to do something really important." "Okay honey." Now revenge try number two is a go. First I need him to come with me to my front door. Maybe if I ask him to walk me home he will come? It is worth a shot. Surprisingly he agreed wow...okay I didn't think I would make it this far well I guess this plan really is going to take place... When we were walking home I was thinking more of my plan. What if he thinks I am weird? He probably didn't mean to kiss me. I am going to ruin our friendship. What if he doesn't react the way I think he will? Do I really want to risk our friendship for something that I want? I can't back down now though I am too far in. Hopefully I didn't just make a plan that will ruin us both... We were getting closer to my front door hmm maybe I can use this wall to my advantage. I have to make sure everything goes right. I need every single advantage I could get... Well here goes nothing. I grabbed his shirt and pushed his back against the wall. I went in front of him so he couldn't go anywhere. He started to stutter. Ugh his flustered state sends butterflies to fly around in my stomach. It is just so cute. He is so cute. Did he ask a question? Who cares? I have to get what I wanted for a long time right now. So I leaned in close to his face and soon closed the gap and gave him a quick kiss on the lips. That kiss made me go crazy. I ran across the lawn shouting. Oh wait. I got to get in my house or my parents will get mad a me. I gave him a quick goodbye and he was still stuttering. Gosh can he get any cuter? Well I had to get inside so I stepped inside my house and shut the door. I ran upstairs to my room grabbing my journal and headed towards my backyard. I got my pen and stepped outside. I only write in my journal for special occasions and when I do write I like to write outdoors because then I can look up to see the stars anytime.
Dear Journal,
    Yoongi and I kissed twice today and it was amazing. He just made me feel this certain way and I don't know how to explain it. It is like whenever we are close I feel this spark and it goes through my whole body making me feel all tingly inside. It is this feeling that I have never experienced before. We are friends yes but for some reason I want more than that. We are getting married sure. But that marriage is forced and not a marriage founded by love. Love. Is that what I am feeling? I can't be falling for Yoongi. Can I? I am not developing feelings for him. Am I? No, that can not be possible. We just met about a month ago and I am already falling for him? That is only founded with true love. Oh no. Is this true love? No that can not be. No. As much as I don't like to be wrong I don't like to lie. I admit it. I am falling for Min Yoongi.