Love Life Yoonseok

Lies 009

Min Yoongi Point of View
I felt bad for him. He just moved away from his old life leaving behind what he used to know. Plus the kid is pretty broken, you can see it in his eyes. Maybe I lied a little about what I said. Sure I am his friend now but I won't always be there to care for him he has to know that. We sat together for a while until my phone rang. I stood up and walked away from him to go answer the call. It was from my parents checking on where I was. We talked for a bit until they said they were going to get ready for bed. I said my goodbyes and walked back to where we were before I left. I saw him shivering a lot since his clothes were still pretty damp from all the tears he shed. Again before my brain could make a decision I grabbed his hand and pulled him close. I don't know if it was just me but I think I saw him blushing when our bodies were close. Cute. As I checked my watch I noticed it was already 1:00 am wow I didn't know we were out here this late we should probably get going now. When we were both walking home together he decided to start a conversation which completely took me off guard. "Yoongi." "Yeah?" "Did you mean everything you said earlier?" "Please be honest with me." I didn't know what to do so I paused. "I knew it. Nobody would say those things to me without lying. I thought you would be different from the rest of them...I guess *sniff* I was wrong. This is my house I have to go goodbye." I saw tears running down his cheeks. Making his eyes more puffy than ever. "Wait Hoseok I can explain. I can fix this between us." "No, Yoongi I am sorry but you can't do anything now. You can't kick somebody to the ground when they are already laying there. You can not fix something as broken as me." He said with a faint smile. "Now I have to go." After he said that he went inside his house shutting the front door behind him, leaving me frozen standing outside his house. You can't fix something as broken as me. That sentence kept replaying in my mind. What does he mean by that? He always seems so happy, so how could he feel so broken? I feel so stupid right now. Just because I was too afraid to admit that I meant everything I said, scared that I would forget how my image is like to other people. One little lie caused so much pain. One flap of a butterfly's wings caused a whole earthquake. Why did I have to lie? Why did my brain freeze up right then? I have to make it up to him. I finally came back to reality and walked to my own home and went straight to my room. How do I make it up to him? I wondered this and went deep into my thoughts.
Flashback
"Mommy weren't you and daddy fighting last night?" Six year old Yoongi asked.
"Yes we were but he made it up to me."
"How?"
"By writing a letter. That letter showed me that your father truly cares enough to hand write something for me.
"Oh well was the letter something from his heart?"
"Yes it was and that is what made it so special."
"Okay."
End of Flashback
That's it. I will write a letter to him. What should the title be though? If I truly want to show that I care for him I have to write about what the real problem is. I know I caused all of this. I know what the problem is. Can I actually admit my own faults? I don't know if I can...But I have to. I have to do this for Hobi I care too much to lose him now. The problem is that all I did was lie....