Heya guys here's the next chapter of the story. Really hope you like it. Leave me your feedback.
Niall's Pov:
I awoke with a hasty memory of the night before. I awoke with confusion in my mind. For a while I couldn't remember where I was. Why was I in Zayn's bedroom? I then felt a pair of strong arms wrapped around me, I looked over to find Zayn fast asleep beside me. Memories filled my mind. Memories of mine and Zayn's lips moving together. Zayn's fingertips grazing my flesh, Zayn kissing all over my body. I smiled as I touched Zayn's chest. Last night we slept together. Last night he gave me the comfort I needed. He stayed with me and held me in his arms, He saw me screaming when nobody else did. Zayn began to stir in his sleep, Moments later his eyes fluttered open, He blinked a few times before turning his head slowly to look at me.
"Morning" I said with a warm smile, Zayn smiled slightly.
"Morning" He mumbled, He slowly sat up and stretched his muscles. "You alright?" Zayn asked, I nodded.
"Yeah, I feel great" I stated, Zayn sighed before nodding his head, He then began climbing out of bed. I watched as he pulled on his boxers and jeans.
"Where you going?" I asked while Zayn pulled on his t-shirt, He looked at me.
"I got some stuff to do" Zayn replied.
"Oh" I mumbled, Zayn looked over at me before making his way back to the bed.
"Look why don't you go meet your mate today?" Zayn suggested.
"Louis and Liam mig-"
"Leave them to me. You can't stay trapped in here all the time" Zayn said, I nodded my head.
"Yeah, Ok" I replied, Zayn smiled before leaning down and placing a kiss to my forehead.
"I'll see you later alright? Get my number off Danny if you need me just call" Zayn stated, I nodded before watching him walk out the room.
"Ni are you even listening to me?" Harry stated before pausing the game we were playing.
"Huh? Yeah sorry, What were you saying?" I questioned, Harry sighed.
"What's going on mate? Somethings bothering you" Harry said, I looked down and placed the controller on the floor.
"It's Zayn" I mumbled.
"Zayn? What's he done? Has he hurt you?" Harry asked.
"No" I shook my head. "It's nothing like that" I exclaimed. "You know yesterday was the anniversary of my dad?" Harry nodded. "I sort of snapped a little. I wanted to go out with Louis and Li, But Danny said I couldn't. I got annoyed with him and started hitting him, Zayn was there and he held me back. He told Danny that I was staying with him"
"So that's why you didn't come over?" Harry questioned, I nodded. "Then what happened?" He asked.
"We were in Zayn's room. He was talking to me about my dad. He listened and talked to me like I wanted Lou and Li to do. Zayn said I don't know how strong I am, When I told him I don't feel strong all the time he told me whenever I felt weak I could go to him, I could go to him and he'd always be there. When I said he'd already done enough for me, Zayn said it's what you do when you care for someone. When I looked in his eyes I saw that look you only see in movies. You know the look where two people stare at eachother and you hope one day someones gonna look at you that way?" Harry nodded. "That's the way he looked at me. I guess I got so caught up in the moment, I kissed him, And he kissed me back" Harry's eyes widened. "That's not even the full story. We slept together Haz and nothing felt more perfect to me then that" I exclaimed.
"When you say slept together, Do you mean just share a bed and cuddle? Or actual you know slept together" Harry questioned.
"We had sex" I said, Harry chocked out a gasp.
"Do Louis and Liam know?" Harry asked, I shook my head. "They'll kill him" Harry exclaimed, I sighed before looking down. "There's more isn't there?" I nodded. "What else happened?"
"After we'd, You know. Zayn pulled me close to him, And I heard him say I was to good for him. Then this morning when we both woke up it seemed like he couldn't get away from me fast enough" I explained. "For me last night was something special, I think he wishes it never happened" I added, Harry sighed.
"Maybe he dosen't. Niall your his bestfriends brother, Aside from the fact they'll kill him when they find out, You and Zayn, The both of you are two different worlds apart. Maybe he thinks your to different and he dosen't want to drag you down?" Harry suggested, I sighed before shrugging my shoulders.
"I dunno" I mumbled, Harry placed his arms around me.
"There's only one way to find out Ni"
I knew I had to ask Zayn what was going on. I knew I couldn't act like nothing had happened, But part of me wished I could. I didn't wanna hear him say it was a mistake, Especially when it didn't feel like one to me. I walked back to Zayn's with so much confusion inside my mind. As I walked up the driveway I saw Zayn's car parked outside. I approached the door and took a deep breath before using the key to unlock the door.
"Niall? That you?" I heard Zayn shout out, I closed the door without replying. Zayn walked out the sitting room and sighed in relief when he saw me, "Thank god! I called your phone but it went straight to voicemail" Zayn exclaimed.
"Sorry, Battery died" I mumbled, Zayn nodded his head. "Where's everyone?" I asked.
"Danny's on a date, Lou and Li are with the lads getting food" Zayn replied as he walked back into the sitting room, I followed after him.
"Zayn we need to talk" I stated, Zayn sighed. "We have to talk about what happened" I said.
"I'd rather we didn't Niall" Zayn mumbled, I felt slight hurt rush through my body.
"I know you regret what happened, But Zayn we were both sober and we knew what we were doing. If you knew you'd regret it the day after why'd you do it?" I exclaimed, Zayn looked at me with broken eyes.
"You think I regret it?" Zayn asked, I shrugged.
"You left. What am I supposed to think? I don't know what's going on" I whispered, Zayn sighed.
"Niall, I care about you. I care about you alot. Your everything a person could want, Your strong not physically but inside you have the strength of a lion, I wish I had that strength. If you had the power to run this world it wouldn't be full of crime, Fighting, Death, It'd be a world where everyone wanted to live, A world I couldn't survive in" Zayn exclaimed, I looked at him with confused eyes. "I'm a criminal Niall. I do bad things and I don't deserve to have somebody like you. Last night to me was perfect, But I can't let this happen. I can't fall inlove with you, Because I can't bring you down. I'm not good enough for someone like you, But that dosen't mean I don't care for you. Whenever you need me I'll be there" Zayn stated.
"Everyone deserves a chance to be happy Zayn. What if I could be the person that makes you happy and your walking away from that? I'm not saying we'll fall inlove and be this perfect couple, But I care about you and I've never felt safer then when I'm with you, You care about me, What if I'm your chance to be happy Zayn?" I questioned, Zayn sighed before walking up to me, He pulled me against his chest.
"It's because I care about you that I can't take that risk. It's to much of a risk Niall" Zayn kissed my head before quickly leaving the room, I watched on as he did so, I wish he could see his lifes in his hands nobody elses.
